-: Chengyi :-

changing to LiveJournal

2007-03-27T23:53:00.000+10:00

i reallie have problem accessing my blogspot account. sometimes it works, sometimes it turn me down. so ive decided to sign up wif LiveJournal

my new bloggie
http://yclor.livejournal.com

2007-03-19T03:25:00.000+11:00

OKAY.. the reason for not blogging for so long is

i couldnt access to my own account. it alwiz gip me password error and when i tried retriving it, it gave me another problem..! haha

neway, i hav drafted out what i have been doing for the past few mths. will post it soon.

im now at KL. reason down here is no reason. just for fun. chill out wif frenz and chilling and more chilling... nar, im suppose to leave today but i had an interview @ bangi wif public bank on tues so i stayed for additional two nights. bugged clay for the past 2 nights and now hav to bug mk for another 2. thankew guys for keeping me under shalter.. hope my interview will be smooth.. man, i shd hav found out bout the standard charted graduates prog earlier. now the appl program has been closed. haiz..

man, i lost my brand new hat at sunway lagoon today while riding the STUPID rollercoaster. TMD..! i like that hat alot eh.. just bought it at ONE-U yest. farker !! neway, i was def 30% darker. SIENZ... and thanks to david i got wet !! had a fun day wif them (peng, mk. ivan n david) nonetheless...

kkk goin off
-ta

2007-02-03T23:55:00.000+11:00

man i haven been blogging for AGES...! it def breaks my record for not blogging for the longest time ever.

neway just a quick post

BOSCO WONG was in PENANG, live at Gurney Plaza. he is SUPER NICE to his fans. manage to touch his hand thou. hahaha

ok im off to starbuckz for kopi now..
-ta

2006-11-24T15:16:00.000+11:00

i had a major cry today because of YOU..!

damn..

2006-11-23T20:23:00.001+11:00

found a note tt i wrote 4 years ago

"on my 19th birthday, both my lunar and english birthday falls on the same day"

hehe.. i wonder why the notes is still here wif me. now tt i blogged bout it, im sure the note will be in the bin soon. haha

man, im leaving in 9 days time. i will seriously miss melbourne man. and of coz the ppl here too. i duno if i am happie or sad, but i am def prepare to leave. prepare as in mentally prepare lo. i haven start packing yet. man, duno how to start. arrrghhh. im throwing away most of my notes. so sad..! prolly keeping some of the assignments. sienz ar..!

yay, hokkien mee tmr. eat n eat n eat. im super gaining weight now. arrghhh damn the no motivation to do exercise can ?! haiz !!

-ta

2006-11-23T20:23:00.000+11:00

found a note tt i wrote 4 years ago

"on my 19th birthday, both my lunar and english birthday falls on the same day"

hehe.. i wonder why the notes is still here wif me. now tt i blogged bout it, im sure the note will be in the bin soon. haha

man, im leaving in 9 days time. i will seriously miss melbourne man. and of coz the ppl here too. i duno if i am happie or sad to leave but i am def prepare to leave. prepare as in mentally lo. i haven start packing yet. man, duno how to start. arrrghhh. im throwing away most of my notes. so sad..! prolly keeping some of the assignments. sienz ar..!

yay, hokkien mee tmr. eat n eat n eat. im super gaining weight now. arrghhh damn the no motivation to do exercise can ?! haiz !!

-ta

2006-11-22T22:37:00.000+11:00

just got back from chaddy. yes, its VIP sales tonite. to my surprise, the response was good. there were sooo many ppl there. but i only met farhad n urvi and couple of ppl. neway, i tot vip sales was yest so i went wif no intention to shop. my purpose to chaddy was to get strawberries from LL. she is reallie nice i must say. she bought me 2 pack of 500g strawberries fr mornington. i pack of agar agar in exchange for 2 pack of strawberries. aint tt nice ? hahaha oh oh, btw, LL said she will miss me.. arrrhhhh i will miss her too =) def a nice lady to work wif. ooh oohh she is gemini btw (6th june)

neway, i bought couple of stuff. for myself and pressie for frenz. i must say im super broke d can ?? but not like i spent couple of hundreds la, but i reallie super pokai d LOL.. money ar money, why cant u drop fr the sky ?? haiz.. but today the sales quite good bargain eh. like they hav further 10% or 20% disc on the already reduced price. not too bad leh i think. the best deal tt i got today is the pants fr just jeans for only $20. haha cheap sial.. haha.. happie happie..

*all my dreams are gone* i can never be with you again*

okla im off to watch some show
nitez nitez
-ta

2006-11-13T21:03:00.000+11:00

http://www.wikimapia.org

check out this link peepz. its a statelite map that u can look for places in the world. i found my house thou

2006-11-06T14:24:00.000+11:00

THE HARDEST THING OF LOVE

1. Falling in love with your bestfriend..

2. Falling in love with someone in love with yourbestfriend..

3. Loving someone too much it hurts..

4. Choosing to let go of someone you love somuch because it's the only right thing to do..

5. It takes time to have the one you LOVE, but justa second to lose it forever, LOVE is bliss until it'sgone..

6. Belonging to someone else when the right onecomes along..

7. Falling in love with someone who belongs tosomeone else..

8. Choosing between friendship and arelationship..

9. Pretending to be NOT IN LOVE with someonewhen you,re actually dying to tell him/her that youare..

10. Admitting to be in love with a friend despitehis/her imperfections..

11. Realizing that the more you to try to forget, themore you try to fight the feeling, you just findyourself falling in love more..

12. Letting go of someone, and then realizing youwill never find another one like him/her untilhe/she,s gone..

13. After so many years of being together, you findout one day you,re not in love anymore..

14. Trying to hide your feelings from someone onlyto find out later that he/she loves you back andthen you realize your chance has alreadypassed..

15. The HARDEST thing about falling in love isbelieving it exists after love has failed you time andtime again

2006-10-29T01:05:00.000+10:00

Lesson of the day
- never ever watch a comedy show with a facial mask on -

day light savings start (or end) today. haiz sienz ar, 1 hr lesser..!

cont wif GOONG now. i swear im luving the show. hehe

-ta

2006-10-27T15:12:00.000+10:00

love vs marriage

A student ask a teacher, "What is love?"

The teacher said, "In order to answer your question, go to the paddy field and choose the biggest paddy and come back. But the rule is: you can go through them only once and cannot turn back to pick." The student went to the field, go thru first row, he saw one big paddy,but he wonders.... maybe there s a bigger one later. Then he saw another bigger one... but maybe there is an even bigger one waiting for him. Later, when he finished more than half of the paddy field, he start to realise that the paddy is not as big as the previous one he saw, he know he has missed the biggest one, and he regretted!!! So, he ended up went back to the teacher with empty hand.

The teacher told him, "This is love... you keep looking for a better one, but when later you realise, you have already miss the person..."

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"What is marriage then?" the student asked.

The teacher said, "In order to answer your question, go to the corn field and choose the biggest corn and come back. But the rule is: you can go through them only once and cannot turn back to pick." The student went to the corn field, this time he is careful not to repeat the previous mistake, when he reach the middle of the field, he has picked one medium corn that he feel satisfy, and come back to the teacher.

The teacher told him, "This time you bring back a corn... you look for one that is just nice, and you have faith and believe this is the best one you get. This is marriage."

2006-10-23T01:44:00.000+10:00

Difference between LIKE and LOVE. got this cheryl's blog

In front of the person you like, your heart beats faster.But in front of the person you love, you get happy.

In front of the person you love, winter seems like spring.But in front of the person you like, winter is just beautiful winter.

If you look into the eyes of the one you like, you blush.But if you look into the eyes of the one you love, you smile.

In front of the person you like, you can't say everything on your mind.But in front of the person you love, you can.

In front of the person you like, you tend to get shy.But in front of the person you love, you can show your own self.

You can't look straight into the eyes of the one you like.But you can always smile and stare into the eyes of the one you love.

When the one you like is crying, you end up comforting.But when the one you love is crying, you cry with them.

The feeling of like starts from the ear.But the feeling of love starts from the eye.
So if you stop liking a person you used to like, all you need to do is cover your ears but if you try to close your eyes, love turns into a drop of tear and remains in your heart forever..!

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just finished watching this Jap movie called messengers acted by one of the SMAP guy. NICE show =)

i bought a new pair of JAG Jeans on saturday after work so now kinda pokai d. Like it alot thou. hehe. Today mark the start of EXAMs for all fellow Monash students. im glad i dun hav to go thru another nightmare but in a way i kinda miss the stressing and making notes's period..! neway ALL THE VERY BEST to Monash Peepz =) parties, clubbing, coffee, shopping and drinking session will come SOoOoNNn.. meanwhile STUDY HARD

*reading kc's blog makes me miss him. he alwiz outshine himself in his own way*
*i duno why but i miss KC's smile*
*i reallie like it when my hair smells good*
*i shd be in bed by this time*

-ta

2006-10-19T20:10:00.000+10:00

i work many hours this week. i know there will be lotsa money, but my body is dead tired !! arrghhh i cant wait for sunday to come. i need to rest. def gona cook a nice dinner for myself and suet. hehe

work wif YS and LL was like Cinderella. not that im like a princess having a prince charming, mother fairy or any fairy tale story but im just a pathetic cleaner at FA. clean fridges, wipe cooling rack, wash baking trays, clean the displays, sweep and mop. at least work wif Indra today was slightly beta. no cleaning but more to the normal daily task. im so glad KC drop by today. tot not gona see him for the rest of the week. (wher's the king kong ??) hehe but think both of them had an argument wif LLandYS. im not sure wat had happened but i know sthing is def wrong. i just hope things are still good. why conflict alwiz come in between ppl ?? STAY AWAYYYY from human's life !! i hate conflicts !!

after dinner yest, i chatted wif suet fr 830 till bout midnite. champion sial.. haha.. k i beta off to get rest. super duper TIREDDDD.. i so wan body massage. somebody pls ? haiz, tmr work fr 10am - 11pm smore !! siau lar.. hope i my body can take it =P

-ta

2006-10-17T21:04:00.000+10:00

friday 13th
mum, grandma and myself dragged ourselves up from the bed. guess we were quite tired from watever we did the night before. headed to kitchen for breakie and start preparing the curry chix for dinner that night. den went city walk ard, lunch at nam loong again, vic mar, lygoon for gelati and reached home bout 6+pm. had dinner at home wif a few frenz ard, watched daisy; the korean movie.

sat 14th
mum n grandma leaving tt day. we went to glen grand tofu for lunch b4 heading to the airport. we were way early so bum ard, sit in the food court doing nth. grandma likes to see the plane fly in and off. haha. when it was bout time, i sent them in the departure gate. and off i go. man, on the way back, i took the blardy M1 princes hwy and drove past thru west gate br. the moment i pass thru the sign board i realize it wasnt the route tt i used to take. when i saw WGB, i knew i was on the wrong track. worse of all, i keep on the right lane hoping there is a U-turn. drive and drive and drive but still din see any Uv man. so i tried to exit somewher. laverton i think. bout 18km away melb. heng i managed to get my arse back clayton. haiz, wat a waste of time and petrol !! but i must say driving past WGB was beautiful =)

cant remember wat i did at home. think i watched DBY. the show is pretty alrite lar. mike he is eantau and rainie is pretty but she cant act. ariel lin is wayyyyy beta. i think i prefer iswak.

*happie birthday key chain*

sun 15th
work fr 1- 4pm at FA. come back cant rem wat i did.. haha ooh i slept for bout 3hrs. darn tired. when i woke up, erhm cant remember wat i did again. haha ooo i know i know. i had dinner. den guess wat i did ?? i dye and highlight my hair. after 6 yrs of keeping it black, i finally decided to colour it. had been wanting to dye but dun hav the courage, afraid it will turn out uglyyy. haha. but it din turn out obvious also. so okla. "vanila icing"

monday 16th
stayed home. watch series, sleep, eat and watch series, cook dinner and off to airport. sending wendy off. this girl is leaving the country for good. man, im reallie gona miss her. hope u had a good time back home.

tues 17th
work at FA fr 1030 - 630pm. tired tired tired...! i dun think i hav energy to think anymore. so im not gona write much d.

-ta

2006-10-16T17:08:00.000+10:00

How Much Lust Do You Have?
Your Lust Quotient: 35%
You are a fairly lustful person, but nothing out of the norm.You usually keep your lust under control, but sometimes it gets the better of you.

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How's Your Karma?
You Have Fantastic Karma
You are a kind, sensitive, and giving person.And all your good deeds will pay off - if they haven't already.But you're not so concerned with what you get in return anyway.You have an innate caring nature - and nothing can change that!

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How Selfish Are You?
You Are 34% Selfish
In general, you are a very giving person who treats others very well.But at times, you insist on getting your way - when it matters most to you.

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What's Your Personality Type?
You Are An ESTJ
The Guardian
You're a natural leader and quick, logical decision maker.Goals are important in your life, and you take many steps to acheive them.You enjoy interacting with others, mostly through work related activities.Your high energy level means you are great at getting things done!You would make a great teacher, judge, or police detective.

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How Sarcastic Are You?
You Have Your Sarcastic Moments
While you're not sarcastic at all times, you definitely have a cynical edge.In your opinion, not all people are annoying. Some are dead!And although you do have your genuine moments, you can't help getting your zingers in.Some people might be a little hurt by your sarcasm, but it's more likely they think you're hilarious.

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How Much Envy Do You Have?
Your Envy Quotient: 43%
You are an envious person, but only at times.Perhaps certain situations trigger your envy. Or maybe you're especially jealous when you're feeling insecure.Instead of letting that green monster out, work on making your own life better.And then maybe people will be envious of you.

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What Sign Shouldn't You Date?
Never Date a Cancer
Clingy, emotional, and very private - it's hard to escape a Cancer's clutches.And while Cancer will want to know everything about you, they're anything but open in return.Instead try dating: Leo, Sagittarius, Gemini, or Aquarius
*haha, i wonder if this is true cos those are signs that are compatible to me aka theGeminian*

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2006-10-13T00:37:00.000+10:00

12th OCT 2006 - Robert Blackwood Hall
Faculty of InformationTechnology
yup, the day of my graduation ceremony has come. after all the hard work; burn midnite oil, the stress of programming, the hardcore comp lab visits, etc etc... i FINALLY graduate..! FINALLY man.. seriously thanked god. haha. but haiz i duno if i shd feel happie or not. graduating means im officially umemployed. means i hav to find a REAL full-time job asap. Hopefully can find a job that im reallie reallie into lar =) hopefully can get a job in SG lar..!

actually i cant wait to get into phrase 2 of my life; my working world. i cant wait to begin chap 2 of my life. had been wanting a new life and hopefully can settle down somewhere. note, my settling down does not mean getting married ok !! just a good job, a nice cosy place that i can stay comfortably and someone. haha yes, im hoping for someone, someone that can bring me happiness. LOL ok, i know i bit crappy now..

anyway

thanks for those who actually make it for my graduation. thankew thankew to mum and grandma, danny, elly, christie, winson, wendy, vek, cwey, daryl, suet, rodney, peter, jun, chien.

thanks wendy, suet and jhui for the graduation gift.

thanks ryan and kee for helping me wif the gown-ing. thanks for those who wished me too (lazy to list down)

Happie Gradauation to Kareen too and some of the IT graduates tt i know.

HAPPIE GRADUATION to MYSELF
Kudos to a Bright and Beta Future
hahaha

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guess wat ?? i got 51 hrs at FA. all thanks to MC who is graduating next thurs and her parents coming. hahahaha i am so glad i got tt many working hrs. happie happieee. but i think im gona work like siau. hahaha. i shd thanked YS for that actually. for giving me lotsa hrs. hopefully we can get along beta lar cos we dun reallie clicked. i wan more hrs wif KC lol. he is the best to work wif besides LL lar.. haha

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looking back at mumsu ball pix 06, i put on so much weight :s :s :s at least 2 kilos man..! this is shitty !! i will start to skip dinner after my family fly off.. feeling super FAT ar..!

nitez world
-ta

2006-10-11T22:41:00.000+10:00

just got back fr my 4 days 3 nite sydney trip -) as usual, had so much fun wif pk, my siau char bor partner. the fun was not fun without the contribution of sureena n kai ling and 2911 too.

8th oct
wake up early in the morning, get ready to fly off to sydney, reaching bout 1035am. head straight to YHA Central but could only check in at 12pm so we went to Fish market first. wahlauu, eat until very the fullz ar..! def gives me a total satisfaction..! haha.. den went back to check in. man, they charged EXTRA $40 for another person in a private double room, so i decided to stay wif pk. more economical and fun. hehe. after tt walk ard QVB and ... shit i cant remember wat we did alr. ohyeah, meet sureena for dinner at super bowl den sent my mum n grandma back to YHA d cos it was sooo windy. den me n the girls went to this place at broadway for coffee. they serve nice dessert man. after tt, i met up wif dennis at Y2K. had a lil chat and went back head back to pk's place. i was so blardy tired man. heng i din snor or sleep talk. hahaha

thanks vek for driving us to the airpot

9th oct
had yum cha at duno wats the restaurant name. not bad the food der but bit ex lar. after tt we went went bondi beach wif mum n grandma and pk (exclude kl) weather was again, weird. sunny and windy. haiz hate it mannn.. but bondi as usual was beautiful. pix taking, cam whoring, walk ard, coffee, feeding seagul, fried mars bar and cant remember wat else we did. had dinner and sent my mum n grandma back. meet up wif sur n kl later at night. and also tony at starbucks coffee. warr my first time trying the green tea frappucino. DAMN nice. din get to chat for long cos he has to off to work. den the girls decided to go for curry fishballs. haha had supper and den went to 2911. check mail, played nintendo, bum ard den went back to pk's place. to sleep. haha.

10th oct
had lunch at emperor garden. warrr the roast duck is damn goooddddd... den we head to star city to get the $10 voucher each and gamble. haha won $30 buckz. den just walk ard city and went to makan. after dinner sent my mum n grandma back and i meet up wif the girls. i had dinner d, but still hungry so i get kebab to eat. FAT sial.. neway, we watched "aquamarine". erhmm wat can i say bout the show ?? its not exactly a romanc show thou. or mayb romance n comedy. if only the mermaid turn out to be more innocent and decent and pretty, i think the show would be nicer. overall not bad lar. quite touching show. after the show, we went up 2911 to played games again. haha man, i sux at playing games other den street fighter. hahaha. sleep at 2+am thou.. tireeedddd

11th oct
help mum check out at ard 10am, went up market city to get some food den head to fish market again for salmon. damn good la but had too much this time round. haha den went up 2911 to bum ard, and leave to airport at bout 245pm. din do much at the airport. just boost juicing =) take a cab back which cost us $84. damn EX man.. haizz neway reach home at bout 6+pm. went to uni closed to 8pm for MUISS Last Bash. the handover of new committee. so full from the food hehe..! ok i beta off to shower and sleep.

HAPPIE BIRTHDAY Ling. LOVE YOU ALWIZ

HAPPIE BIRTHDAY Maggie Chau. Stay pretty alwiz

cant wait to get back to work. i need MONEYYYY seriously hope my HK and Taiwan trip works out. speaking of taiwan, man pk is gona go for jolin's concert this friday and guess who is gona be the guest ? JERRY YEN ar..! ARRRRGHHHHHHHHHhhhh my shy and handsem Jerryyyy. KK beta be taking heaps of his pix..! haha

i hope you are doing ok. thats all for now.

-ta

2006-10-07T22:02:00.000+10:00

2 days in a row of geting bad news from home..! haizzz

the first day my family were here in melbie, i received a bad news backhome. same goes to the 2nd day. my bro called to tell that my grandma's house got broken into. they broke the gate, go thru the whole house, messed it and of coz managed to take some cash off. but wat i can say is the thief(s) is/are DAMN stupid lar..! they got the whole nite to search and steal. but 2 of my grandma's gold necklace that cost bout few Ks, are still placed nicely in the cabinet. and one of my uncle's golden rooster tt would roughly cost RM2-3k(gift fr his boss) is still in the living room. seriously man, either they are really STUPID and blind or my grandma is really GOOD at hiding her precious. *super tiaooo*

neway, for the past 2 days, we went to city to walk ard. food as usual was at cina town, nam loong. din do much seriously. just walk ard city, went vic mart, and walk ard again. wanted to bring them to lygoon for dinner but it was too cold for them so we came back earlier. bring them to crown thou. hehe i played roulette and i won $2.5 hahah beta den nth ritee.. neway, i had so much food. i swear im so gaining weight. i beta be doing exercise after they leave.

tmr we will be flying off to sydney. vek will be fetching us to the airport. thanks ya. peikei, be prepare to be buggg !! haha yayy^^ fish market here i come. all the salmons, lobsters, oysters, drooling man. and my chui ai de curry fish balls. war i foresee the xtra few kilos of me..! sighed..! but this time round, dun think there will be any shopping LOL; its just gona be sight seeing and food.. haha i need to buy a new pair of jeans..! hopefully there will be sales lar

finally i finished watching "it started wif a kiss" man, i so luv chang's character in the show. i seriously wish i will be kissed that way tooo, by someone like his character.. i reallie reallie wann.. i so wannn to be kiss.. *erhm ok i think i will sound desperate if i keep on goin* haha.. yeah gona watch "devil besides me" after my family fly off. hehehe. cant wait to watch it cos many of them said that if u think "it started wif a kiss" is nice, den DBM is wayyyyyy nicer LOL..! and the lead is wat u would reallie call Handsem ar..! haha

when can you drive me again ? i miss to be driven by you. i reallie do..! and thanks for being nice and caring; the knife, the burn, the drop, the smile, the advice, the williness to bear wif me, and the lil things that you do. it reallie touches me.

-ta

2006-10-04T23:06:00.000+10:00

man, i just cant stand guys who cant dance. if u cant dance, DUN dance. u will look farnie..! worse of all, u def gona scare me away..! hahaha

neway cant believe chang is geminian too. june 19th. 4 days after mine lol.. hehe no wonder he is charming =P yeap, im trying to say tt geminian is very attractive including myself =) we ROX the world. haha. haha okla im big high. errh actually no; i may sound high but im not..! not high at all. in fact very the lowww !! :s :s nvm, im just bullshittinggg !!

so wat had i done today ?? Teasar TULIP Festival. man, the flowers are beautiful..! but today blardy hot lar. 30 degree lol but okla at least bit windy overall, not too bad the weather. hehe. man, i wished some1 would buy me tulip too. i dun say that i like tulip, but u know the feelings of receiving flowers fr "someone" is def sweet. when u see how it blossoms.. aarrhhh. . .

den went to springvale for riceNudle n brokenRice. head back home, mumngrandma went to sleep, i watched iswak (man, damn touching can ?! i also wan a guy like him), went out to tarpow food for mumngrandma (thanks vek for fetching), went maccers wif vekncwey, come back, watch some movies and now typing this entry..

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late afternoon, i received a called fr my bro all the way backhome. he told me my nanny passed away this morning. man why must ALL THE NICE PEOPLE IN THE WORLD DIE EARLY ?!?!?!?! seriously ..! WHYYYY ???? i still haven figured out the cause of death as i hav a vague info fr my bro only. i just wished i can be home now. to attend her funeral..! may she rest in peace. she will alwiz be in my heart. i will miss her. *to add on, she made damn good asam laksa and pork floss. dun think i will ever get the chance to try them again*

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2006-10-03T23:40:00.000+10:00

my MUM and GRANDMA are here in Melb wif me now =) YAYY.. managed to drive to airport safely, fetch them, go city makan (A1) and drive home safely. hehe. thanks vek for helping. thanks suet for borrowing me the car. thanks peter for his room. thanks danny for fetching us to tulip farm tmr. luv u guys man. okla im off. will update more bout the things that we are going to do

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1st - MB05
2nd - MCF06
3rd - MB06
4th - CC

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luv you

2006-09-30T22:48:00.000+10:00

- i know one day my search will end -

2006-09-26T18:27:00.000+10:00

i was dying to blog when my internet was down..! so i drafted(25th sept) it in notepad and now im at uni publishing it. things that happened few days ago..

21st thurs
work was alrite. more to good. erhm it was quite a busy day so time passed by quite fast. did make mistakes but it was all good . my cleaning time has def improve alot. haha tts good. had a lil chat wif kc when he sent me to train station. man, i feel so bad cause i hav to trouble him everytime i work late shift. but he has been very nice by saying yes to me. haha mayb i shd treat him makan. oohh, i found out tt he is actually fr BM; jit sin school boy. haha sweet

*Happy 25th Birthday Kee Hung. hope you are happie alwiz*

22nd fri
MUMSU Ball 2006 - Bedazzled - Sofitel Melbourne
this is my first ball tt daryl; the GURU, actually helped me with my hair and makeup. so yeah,
my hair and make up (especially the eyes) looked fabulous. funny how she even maximised my
boobies by adding some effects on it. now i know the trick. hahaha..!

me, wendy n chrisite were at dar's place fr 330pm to 530pm. dar helped christie wif her
hair and wendy helped christie wif her makeup. wendy did everything on her own.
so, after dressing up n looking beautiful, we went back my place to meet up wif the rest.
we left seascape at bout 6pm reaching sofitel ard 7pm. i was painting my finger nails
when we were on the way. the whole car smells man.. haha

so wat bout mumsu ball ? erhm i would say i dun reallie enjoy myself tt much. the performance was quite bad..! the whole events organize by them werent really eye catching the venue was not beautiful. the decoration was quite bad. erhm wat else ?? nth much i can say. rating of 5.5 out of 10 lar..! MMN was better !! haha.. oh, they had this mumsu king and queen events, and lisa was one of the nominees.

oh the good side,

food was yums and company was great. im so glad to see keychain cos i tot he wouldnt go thanks to blardy hell telling me only him and his partner going. man, i swear his dressing was quite weird. why would any1 wears a "......." to a ball ?? haha neway, i had a fun time wif him.
i was being brave by taking a step. to keychain, it might be a silly moment wif me, but to me, its a moment that could last forever. all in all, im reallie glad that he was there. oh, another thing is
someone actually commented that keychain gave the "he is marriage material" kinda
impression, which of coz, im glad to hear.. hahaha

anyway,
the gang decided to go for after party at amber(PI) cos all of us haven club in mths time. it was enjoyable but got no leng cai to kap other den the macD guy. had FUN dancing and kc-ing too.
we left amber at bout 2am to paul's party at room 168. meet the rest of the gang there and had quite fun times too. den we went china bar for supper. took a maxi cab back reaching home bout 530am, went to bed at bout 6. man, i was seriously dead tireddd...

those who went for mumsu ball
table 9
wendy,rodney, vek, christie, winson, kee, moomoo, cwey, juin and myself.

the rest,
mk, lisa, ryan, darylChung, parveen and many other ppl tt im too lazy to list down.

thanks vek for the roses. they are lovely. thanks rodney n darylChung for driving. thanks
dar for making me looking gorgeous. thanks everyone for making the night beautiful.

23rd saturday
man, i was soooooo blardy stoned for work on sat due to lack of sleep. man, thanked god
i did not do much mistakes. heng ar..! working wif LL as usual was good cos she would
alwiz tell me wat to do nicely. came back home, take a lil nap, and den get ready for
kee's party. din reallie enjoy myself cos i was darn tired. but i ate so much man. surely
gona gain so much weight. haizzzz

24th sunday
mannn, i walked under the rain to the train station. was all wet. blarrdy hell..!

again,i did not had a good night sleep. tired tired tired.. but heng i din yawn or looked that sleepy cos i worked wif YS. i cant afford too man, or else he will send another warning email out
to everybody asking us to hav a good night rest or it will affect our work performance.. bla bla
bla.. haiz, i duno why, YS din talk much to me. maybe it was a busy day or maybe it was me
that he doesnt like to talk to. on tt day, the cookies was burnt so he was quite pissed. for a moment i tot i made mistake and when i looked at how mad he was, i was so scared thinking that i could be the one who make him pissed. my heart was pumping so fast man. but thanked god, it wasnt me that he was mad at. but i was quite shocked by how his reaction could make me this scared. erhmmm..! YS actually ask if i could stay for a lil longer to helped out and of coz i said yes. this could be a good beginning =)

after work, i went to claytown to get some groceries, came back, had dinner, watched finding
nemo and idol, touch here and there and i went to bed at bout 10pm. yes, again, i din
not had a good sleep. WTH ?!

*Happy 24th Birthday Paul Azarias. May all ur wishes come true*

25th monday
wake up at duno wat time, tossed ard my bed till 1245pm. get out from my bedroom,
watched tv, had something to eat bum ard, looking at mumsu ball's pix, get pix fr wendy, edit the pix, chit chatting wif christie, wendy and vek, watch idol wif them, and we went dinner at king's pot. came back suppsingly meet sureena for coffee but it has been canceled. so i stayed home, blogging bout this entry, thinking of keychain (its funny how everytime i think bout him, i would smile to myself. its a very sweet feeling) and the many many things that happened recently.

that would be all for this entry
-ta

2006-09-19T22:50:00.000+10:00

out of sudden i felt soooooo sad on sunday. i couldnt reallie figure out wat it was tt cause the sadness. the only reason i could think of was prolly cos of that kau lam lui. until this morning, i finally know why. hahaha

neway, slept thru whole yesterday doing nth other den finishing my "wong fei hung" series. he was so gaya in the show man. im refering to bosco wong btw. haha. if only i could find an upright, honest and loyal man like him. yeah, when it comes to luv life, i believe i could only dream and dream and dream..! i truly think i cant find sucha man for real. theres alwiz a saying; "good men are all taken or dead" erhmm why am i talking bout man ?!?! haha NEXT..

ohyeah, i actually wake up early to run today wif wendy. but only for 2 rounds la. hehe beta den nth. but my bro alwiz say, since ur running, might as well run more rite ? true, but im too lazy lehh. my legs hurt. maybe cos it has to carry sucha heavy burden..! haha.. den went to wendy's place for fruits and juice. thx for that. got home, shower n went uni, settle mumsu ball's payment, had lunch wif wendy, christie n vek at grain express. guess i was hungry tt food taste good. ahaha. den went to claytown to get groceries. thx vek for fetching =) if not for him, i had to walk under the hot sun n windy wind. haiz wats wif the weather here man ?!?! WEIRD weird weather..!

so yeah, mumsu ball is in 3 days time. i duno if im excited bout it not, but i hope it beta be good. vek has been sucha sweetheart for going to the ball cos he said this is gona be my (and wendy's) last ball. so thx again vek ;) as for kee, man, initially he is in our table. cos of some reason, he has to move :s :S :s without him in the table, it would be less fun. haiz.. :s :s :s BUT WE ALL SHD MAKE FULL USE OF OUR BLARDY $ 69 and HAV FUN LIKE SIAU..!

so yeah, wat else to blog ?? erhmm arrhhh, last fri wani had her 21st party(15th sept) wif sleepwear theme. went der after work. it was full of ppl..! so many of them. if only i dun work and could be der earlier to catch up with the ppl. den sat work for 3 hours, played badminton for 2 hours den go wah kee for dinner. ohyeh, i had my virgin experience playing squash wif paul. it was quite fun, but i hurt my wrist tho =( if got chance, wana try again. but not for hours la. maybe half an hour would be good. hahaha

okla.. nth to update here d
looking fwd for weekends and midsem break.. cant wait for hokkien mee =) erhm i mean wendy's spore style hokkien mee. hahaha

2006-09-17T23:30:00.000+10:00

PEI KEI SAYS SHE IS PRETTY..!

eeerrrr.....

2006-09-12T21:04:00.000+10:00

went shopping at bridge road wif wendy today
guess wat ??
i got a dress for mumsu ball already. and its only for 30 bucks sial. blardy cheap lar. the ori price was $169. hahaha manage to get a good deal after few hours of walking. and kookai in bRd is indeed cheap. manage to get 2 tops for 20 bucks sial. one of the top was the one i wana get while shopping in sydney but din get it cos it was bit ex. now i got it for only $ 10. hahaha

tmr working again. good good =D more $$$$ but its VIP sales leh.. :S :s :s :S but den again, i also got no $$ to shop la. hahaha.

man, just had dinner. so the fullz..! i hope i can still fit in my dress lol. told suet n jhui wont be joining them till after mumsu ball. hahaha im def expanding side way :s :s :s yeah, suet has been jio-ing to go TGI for the JD ribs. hahaha cant wait for tt =)

kla im off for new series d
-ta

2006-09-08T00:07:00.000+10:00

suddendly got the urge to blog. but seriously i duno wat to blog about leh. just drop few lines of words here.

went to chaddy earlier to check out something. after i done my stuff, i still got plenty of time b4 i start work, so i went to hunt for another new dress for mumsu ball. man, i reallie dislike to look for one. either nice and expensive or ugly and cheap. haiz, initially i tot im gona like one of the green dress, but when i try it on, man, i look so ugly. so i will gip tt a pass. erhmm went to look at a few shops but found nth tt i reallie like. maybe i shd wear back the MMN dress. yeah, worse come to worse, ill just wear that.

work was alrite today. not much sales thou. so i get to do droppings. erhmm only KC allow me to drop. or maybe cos its not so busy day also la. its good cos not much pressure from him during droppings. coolz. cleaning part, i say i improve alot d LOL. hurrayyy =) KC shd belanja me makan cos i manage to finish up cleaning on time, but haiz he like pretend nth happen :s :s :s neway, thanks for dropping me at train station. sorrie for the wrong turn =P i almost cause his car door to be unfunction (erhmm, is der sucha word ?) why am i so kan chiong spider ?? haiz.. he alwiz tell me "relax" or "steadyyy" malu-nya aku. double HAIZZzZzZz
*guess wat ? i accidentally take the store room key back. heng YS is doesnt sound mad =P
*and just to add on, i got my 2nd pay fr FAmos d. even thou its still lil, but im happieeee :D :D :D

man, tmr( or today; friday) is another day at WK. i swear im quite reluctant to go work. i tell u, my last day working at WK would be the happiest moment of the year. haha bit "kua chang" but yeah, i think i will be very happie not to work der. just for the cash tt makes me think twice and stay.

on the happy notes, my mum n grandma are coming down melb. yay^^ but i seriously duno wher to bring them to ?? ideas ?? hopefully they gona enjoy their holidays here la =)

im off to zzz soon
nitez peepz
-ta

2006-09-06T20:04:00.000+10:00

got craving for some yummylicious cake now
and
i need to trim my hair soon

feeling fullz from eat duno wat. tired from doing duno wat also. thinking of nth but samuel's shy look. feeling empty from all-thanks-to-you. feeling fat hoping to lose more weight before mumsu ball. feeling excited cos-cant-wait-to-work-hope-its-going-to-be-smooth tmr.

just some crap. back to my series
i seriously wana eat cake or some pulut hitam now..

-ta

2006-09-04T22:22:00.000+10:00

8 hours of work. tiring but fun. wuhoooo.. tts like earn bit more den usual. im so glad MC find me for replacement. so glad i worked today. cos i finally get to meet TG; one of the two biggest shareholder. YS n KC came down for a while too.

its only me n LL today. she teached me lotsa things. but i think im not able to absord all of them. hahaha. loser i am..! heng its not a busy day so i get to learn things tt i dun normally get to do during busy hours. like making soft cookies and making and cutting the brownies. LL is reallie nice. keep on feeding me wif info. she is def nice to work wif =) and guess wat ??? i took bout 80 mins to clean up which is a good improvement. happie happieee

just chatted wif dennis. he told me he worked 14 hours a day for the past 6 mths. man, isit tt crazy ?? no wonder he can afford to buy a AUD 11k bike. champion sial. i solute him =)

ok prolly 1 more epi and im off to bed
my eyes needs rest
nitez nitez

2006-09-02T19:05:00.000+10:00

work work and work
im super tired from working. erhm not to say that i work few full shifts in a row or 24/7 but why my whole body is aching ?? the only reason is i haven been working for ages. well, 3 years at least. tts why i need alots of energy to get use to. hopefully fast enuf so that i can earn more $$$$. talking bout earning more $$$$, i got more working hours in first half of sept for FA. yayy.. i def feel more happy working at FA den WK..!

other den working, erhm wat hav i done ?? nth much i guess. other den 2 nites out at maccers. ohyeah, finished watching "men in pain". i wouldnt say the show is nice or to the extend tt it is bad. so-so lar the show (still prefer "la femme desperado") guest of the story line, cast and creativity.

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just some thoughts of mine
- "sorry" and "thank you" are words that u shd not be hestitate to say
- be generous with your praises
- do not "make use" of your fren for your own benefits
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okla im off for badminton
-ta

2006-08-25T12:54:00.000+10:00

this is so real
for the first time ever i dream of "lamfung"
i tot i was in real life. it really seems so real. hahaha neway wat i can remember was we were at some airport. erhm maybe i just cant wait to fly to HK, and tts why the dreams took place at airport. hahaha. and bla bla bla and i managed to get him signed at my notebook. and off he go to duno where. hahaha arrghhh i swear he is so cute. hahaha. luv him to bits =)

other den rlf, i dreamt of some other exciting and funny shit stuffs also. but i seriously duno how to desc it. it is seriously funny shits. its bout some beach activities. lol. hahaha

tonite will be my 2nd night at wah kee. more $$$ more $$$. hahaha. hope HK trip is for real. finger crossed tight tight lol :D
okok nth else to blog for now

-ta

2006-08-24T21:18:00.000+10:00

guess wat ?!?!

I GOT MY FIRST PAY
wuahahahaha
im soooo happie
but i think there is some mistake in my pay erhmm..
even thou the amount is quite lil, i am still very very happie =) my so call first pay overseas !!

cheers to higher figure

- time for dinner -

2006-08-24T00:48:00.000+10:00

- if only you would hold my hands -

2006-08-24T00:26:00.000+10:00

Got this from PK. well, actually i shd say i steal this from her blog. the lyrics of "1 litre of tears" i so wana watch this series again. Recommended =)

Only Human by K
Kanashimi no mukou kishi ni
Hohoemi ga aru toiu yo

Tadori tsuku sono saki ni wa
Nani ga bokura wo matteru?

Nigeru tame ja naku yume ou tame ni
Tabi ni deta hazusa tooi natsu no ano hi

Ashita sae mieta nara tame iki mo nai kedo
Nagare ni sakarau fune no you ni
Ima wa mae he susume

Kurushimi no tsukita basho ni
Shiawase ga matsu toiu yo
Boku wa mada sagashite iru
Kisetsu hazure no himawari

Kobushi nigirishime asahi wo mateba
Akai tsume ato ni namida kirari ochiru

Kodoku ni mo nareta nara
Tsuki akari tayori ni
Hane naki tsubasa de tobi tatou
Motto mae he susume

Amagumo ga kireta nara
Nureta michi kagayaku
Yami dake ga oshiete kureru
Tsuyoi tsuyoi hikari
Tsuyoku mae he susume

The Translation
Only Human by K

On the opposite coast of sadness
is something called a smile
On the opposite coast of sadness
is something called a smile
But before we can go there,
is there something we're waiting for?

In order to chase our dreams, we can't have a reason to run away
We've got to go, to that far away summer's day

If we find it tomorrow, we can't sigh
Because like a boat that opposes the stream
we have to walk straight on

In a place worn down by sadness
something called a miracle, is waiting
Yet we are still searching
for the sunflower that grows at the end of spring

The warrior who awaits the morning light
before he can clasp it with red nails, his tears glitter and fall

Even if we've grown used to loneliness
only relying on the light of the moon
We have to fly away with featherless wing
just go foward, just a little further

As the rainclouds break
the wet streets sparkling
Although it brings only darkness
A powerful, powerful light
helps push us to walk on

2006-08-22T16:22:00.000+10:00

its been a week since i last blog =)
so much had happened. or maybe very lil or actually im just very tired fr working and playing tt time past by as if last week was a happening week. haha neway wher shd i start ?! erhm

16th Aug - Wed
guess wat i cook ? Teriyaki chix wif JD =) my first time cooking it and i must say it turns out good. but it din hav much of the JD taste, but def got the effect after tt. very the full fr the dinner.

17th Aug - Thurs
went uni hav lunch den chaddy hang kai kai wif lisa. start worked at 4pm till 11pm. my first official working day at FAmos. erhm worked wif mei chin and KC. mc is def nice to work wif cos she is gentle and teach me how to do stuff nicely. KC, errhmm a nice (and good looking) guy to work wif, but den, erhm, i feel odd ard him. i hope its best we dun have many shifts together. hahaha. man i took a blardy whole 2 hrs to clean up the whole space !! HAIZZ.. tts why finished work at 11 sial. thanks vek for fetching me back fr work or else i think i will reach home by midnight d.

18th Aug - Fri
meet nareeya at uni to return her FM notes; and she returned me my netw tech notes. haha. had a lil talk wif her and den bum ard at muiss for a while and went home. forgot to mention, it was my first day working at WahKee. man, i swear i was quite nervous at times cos i could see my handshaking while pouring tea for customers. den again, it could be cos of the heaviness lar ha. haha but i shd say it went smooth LOL i hope i handle things more well in the following weeks =) hehe and nice of them (aka lisa, wins, ryan, christie, kee, vek n cwey) coming to visit me at work. haha and nice of the boss, giving me hokkien mee as take away.

went home, had a quick freshen up, went out for coffee @ pancake parlour again wif them (except christie). i swear i def dislike one of the waitress der. Blardy rude can ?! haiz.. and one of the other waitress accidentally "ter"pour some milk shakes i think, onto table and win's pants. heng wins didnt get angry and all he could say was "COLD !" hahaha and on the good side, the drinks n dessert were on the house. they even offer to send the pants for dryin cleaning. erhm im pretty impressed by the "compensation" they offered here. back home, erhm "choy lei tou shor" ar !!

19th Aug - Sat
work work work again at famos, but only for 3 hours. work wif li lin, munkeng n suzanne tt day. i went target to get a white top b4 i work. after work, i went target to shop again. haha bought couple of things LOL =) the idea of goin to target was because, elly gave me a 10% discount voucher fr coles. in order to save some amount, i ended up spend more. haha but den again, i shd pamper myself wif the salary fr wah kee. hahahaha. took a bus back clayton, meet mKeng, chatted wif her, and i found a few new stuff bout FAmos fr her. one of it is ys and gee that is the owner of Velour. erhm she said they are Rich kids sial. but good tt they are smart rich kids. hahaha. i shant blog bout other stuff tt i knew. hehe .

came back fr home, supponsingly wanted to sleep, but i found myself at kitchen. share some food wif suet and back online. man, i know i was very tired, but im relunctant to go to bed. WHY ?!?! so 2 hours pass by and received call fr vek to hav dinner wif the rest of the badminton ppl. cos the indian restaurant at malvern were pack, some of us(wensheng, kee, lisa, christie, vik n myself) went to the next door chinese restaurent for dinner. den we went to some italian place for desert. the environment der was pretty good. came back at 11+pm maybe, took a shower and read a book and sleep !! man, i know i reallie need sleep or else i will seriously look like a zombie !!!

20th Aug - Sun
went yum cha at imperial kingdom. i say the food was good. like it. had quite a lot leh, but most of them feel just right. hehe maybe i eat most of their share d ;p hahaha den we head to brighton beach. man, it was a NICE feel walking along the beach. much much beta den st kilda beach. i think cos ppl do some beach activites and walk their dogs. war some of the dogs are reallie nice LOL =) im impress by how obedient some dogs are. later on, we went to st kilda beach for a walk. actually for 2nd round of food. haha we went to the same shop wher me,vik, my bro n pk visited last year. this time round, i din order any food. only had milkshake. still FULLz came home erhm cant reme wat i do. arhh, i cooked some veggie and had dinner wif suet n jhui. they both had take away fr sarawan. and we watched "49 days" it was a ghost show lol. haiz, watch ghost show in the hungry ghost mth is reallie not my thing. but i wathced it b4 wif pk and i know wher is the scary part and wher is not, so i just watched it lar. suet got scared twice. haha. heng i din watched the scary part man.

thanks to winson n vik for driving =)

21st Aug - Mon
MMN committees are suppose to hav dinner at blue fire grill, but it was canceled due to some stupid reason by "the prick" so we had steamboat at ilie's place. went to buy the food at sprinvale wif rod and alena. take us bout 2 hours to get all the stuff and get to ilie's place. her house def gip u those warm n cosy feelings. like her place. neway, back to the steamboat part. food was good, company was good and game was good. hahaha man, had so much laughter der man. hahaha came back, felt very tired, din even shower and den sleep.. ;p

22nd Aug - Tues
went to city to settle some stuff. had lunch at nam loong. came back. do nth, on fon wif pk, typing this post and duno wat im goin to do tonite. haha maybe gona watch initiald haha

see, i said so much had happened for the past week.
okla very the lazy to blog d
beta stop now
cheers

2006-08-14T17:36:00.000+10:00

just finished shitting. feels a kilo lighter. syoknya..! haha okok i shd blog bout sthing else. MMN

11th August
MMN '06 Carnivale
i say it was quite a successful night. haha. thanked god it went smooth. first half of the programme was quite boring. thanks to johanny D, the magician. i swear he din do much interesting stuff like some illusion things that he said he would do. only some small kids trick :s :s HAIZ and he din get much attention from the people at the back; peter's tables cos they were busy taking pix, haha

2nd performance was "cabaret" show. which was some kinda of slutty hip hop dance. man, i think they did quite bad for the amount that we pay them. haizz only one of the girl was quite good when she did belly dancing. but at the end, when they pull out some people to dance, teach them few moves, it was good. the response was getting better.

then we hav our 3rd performance which was the "live game". man, i swear it was one of the best programme that night. it got so much attention from the people. wowww, im glad we planned that. it is alwiz good to have sthing tt involved the people. so that they feels they are part of the ball itself. GOOD !

and when we open the dance floor, wowww, it was soo croweded that it looks like we are at some club. haha. tt was cool man cos normally, ppl are shy to go out n dance, and only half the dance floor was fullz. so yeah, im glad people enjoy themselves that night. even i myself was having fun =) like i said, the process of planning MMN was good. the result of it was even better. was really awesome KUDOSSs man =))

after party at platform1 was bit boring cos it was way tooo packed. and i was very very tired from do-duno-wat. i was yawning at the club man. haha. but yea i did drink. chivas. haha it was good =) haha amazing i din puke. den again, its not tt i drink alot or Vodka !! left bout 230am and reach home bout 315am thanks alena for sending me home.

THANKS to MMN committees. seriously, without them, MMN wouldnt be GREAT !! sweet ass isnt it ?! haha

12th Aug
my first day and first time working in Aust. FAmos !! haha i was der suppose to do sampling, but i did help out to bit in serving cust n do some dropping. it was fun working der altho i know i din reallie speak or communicate wif my colleagues. i know it takes a while for me to warm up, but i seriously doubt i would open up to them. erhmm SIENz

neway, i work for 3 hours only tt, head home sleep for an hour plus, wake up, bum ard, den went to dinner at springvale, yay, rice nudle yum yums, went back, erhm cant remem wat i did and sleep at ard 1am. erhhm

13th Aug
2nd day at work, replacing some1 and yeah supposingly work till 4pm, but ys asked if i could stay till late to learn how to clean up. man, it was def pain in the arse to do cleaning, but yeah okla, dun mind actually, just do it lar. haha. but pity my hand, sure become more rough :s HAIZzz

im seriously glad that i got the job. i think in total i work 30hours (if ys send me the correct roster) so yeah, i cant wait for my pay !! hahaha oh did i mention tt i got a job at wah kee also ?? haha good good more partime job, more income =) i dun mind working till tired, skinner or watever la, as long as i have enuf money for my trip and prolly this time round, gona get a TAG myself for real !!

guess thats all for now
cheers

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just finished dinner with suet n jhui. good food. damn fullz sial..! i believe i will turn fat soon. very very soon. erhmm. haha neway, ys asked if its ok if he allocate more shifts for me. man, of coz tt would be a YES from my side. i dun mind working my ass off. i need more money cos im planning to bring my mum to sydney.

coming soon movie tt i wana watch
- devil wears prada
- john tucker must die
- material girls
- monster house
- aquamarine (mermaid)

2006-08-09T17:57:00.000+10:00

couldnt sleep well yesterday cos i cough whole night. man, imagine how bad it is tt makes me stay awake most of the time. HAIZZ..! den wake up early today to meet the medicine student at uni at 9am for MMN, but they pull out last min also. HAIZZZ...! hope they will change their mind again la. meet up wif leo to get additional key chain, went caulfield to get some stuff but din manage to do so, had lunch der, head back clayton, spoke to jL regarding MMN, den went to collect the after party tic wif alena, stay at uni to sort out MMN stuff, bum ard at uni and got home at ard 530pm. man, im so blardy tired :s :s

reached home take some rest and had bee hoon soup as dinner. haha guess wat im doing now ?? i am "lam fung-ing" !! *i wish i reallie am* so yea, im watching his new series "La Femme Desperado" i swear he is SOoOOoOoOOoOOo GOOD LOOKINGGGGG !!! haha only at epi 2 now. will contd watching after this entry

Tues - 8/8/06
watch "The Lake House" Its a nice show and i like it. prolly will get the DVD when i go back Msia. haha. went macD after the movie. haha i def got high resistent level cos i can tahan not to eat the fries (why ? cos im blardy sick :s)

MMN is in two days time. will it be good ?? *finger crossed* hope so

ok time for rlf
luv

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man, think im sick till it damage few of my brain cells
erhm shd i say cure instead ?? or .. watever man
i duno wats goin on wif me..!
I FEEL HAPPIEEee
its not tt sthing good has been happening; nth smooth
i mean im still fat, ugly, still sick, bank figure doesnt increase, not in luv, still feeding on instant nudle most of the time, etc etc
nth good is happening ard me
but WHYY am i still smilling ?????
sthing is WRONGGG !!!
but its all good cos i am happy =)
man, thats crazy
HAHAHAHA
i hope this happiness will stay longer. i hope i dun turn sour tmr, or day after. at least last me till the weekend =)

2006-08-05T20:37:00.000+10:00

sfinished watching "1 litre of tears". as u can read fr the title, u sure guess tt i had at least cried 1 litre of tears while watching it. damn sad, touching and encouraging in a way.

the story its bout a 15 years old girl who had this incurable diasease. Soon, she will find herself cant walk properly, will lose her balance, her adjustment, later, cant speak and write also. the the diasease will spread slowly, but its progressing. She has to let go of her daily routine, her dreams and her future one by one. but she has a strong heart and a supportive family to keep her moving. not forgetting she has someone important in her life too, but its just that they cant be together this life. haiz sucha sad story. nontheless, its highly recommended to watch cos She acted it well tt makes me cry so much. haha. GoodShow. good show

also, i have been reading this book that christie borrowed me "where rainbows end" at first i dun get wat does the title means, but half way thru reading it, i think i get it now. im just guessing, not sure if im right. i think ppl keep on wanting to chase rainbow, dreams for eg, but they never get it. i guess when the rainbow ends, means they finally got wat they want. haha bullshit i know.

man, im still very sick. headache :s :s sienz ar :s :s today is the 2nd day i cough until vomit. man, this is so shit. HAIZZZ but being sick doesnt make me eat less. super sighed

im going off now
hope to get well soon
thanks pk for the medicine n wins for the barley

2006-08-03T18:22:00.000+10:00

This week is MCF week. Good performances, good food and good look of ppl. haha. Other den the wet weather, the disapoinment of belly dancing, and run out of power generater for a while, i think the rest goes quite well. Good job to all the committees. Kudos

FINALLY i bum into "KeyChain" today. after 11 months of waiting, he appeared again. haha i tell u, i haven had heart beats for ages. today i had one. i noticed the guy's back and was attracted to him d. when i saw his face, i was like man, its him. he was standing beside me just now for a while. i almost go crazy man. we did talk "indirectly" too. ARRGHHHhh i swear im happie today. thru out the whole last semester when i found out tt he actually transfer over, i constantly prayed tt i would bum into him at campus. but it din happen. today, unexpectedly i saw him at MFC. haha. seee, alwiz expect the unexpected ;P

maaaa, im sicked !!! im sicked mum :s :s SOOO sickkkkk dying dying dying d :s :s :s i had reallie bad cough :s :s :s die die dieeeee SIENZ Ar :s :s :s

argh tmr have to go vic mart again. super sienz. hav to go down city by myself. haiz, if only stupid pk is here. but den again, she wont wake up so early lar. so makes no difference. hahahha

okla think nth to blog much.
bye bye

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read this in Cosmopolitan
Few scenarios when guys are secretly attracted to girls
1) When girls put make up on.
2) When girls tackle a giant meal
3) When girls play with animals
4) When girls read a book
5) When guys can see girls undies
6) When girls (gf) are asleep

2006-07-31T21:45:00.000+10:00

WUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

JAMIE won BB06
GONGRATULATIONSSss to him
he is sucha sweetheart i swear. i am so glad he won. thanked god. man, im so happie for him. haha even thou i duno him at all, but yeah he is great.

on the other notes,
HAPPIE BIRTHDAY Housemate PeTer =)
maybe u be happie alwiz
luv ya

tts alll for now
cheers
muackz

2006-07-27T13:23:00.000+10:00

finally im willing to get out from my bed. i have been so lazy. wonder what have i been up to tt makes me sooo blardy tired.

Monday
cant remember exactly the things tt i have done, but we went out for coffee at air stream. we aka me, pk, lisa, ryan n vik. bout less den an hour der, we were chased out cos they were closing soon. all of us dun feel like heading home, so we head to maccers to contd our talk cock session. fr 1215am to bout 445am. break my maccers longest record. WUHOOOOoo

Tuesday
company pk and lisa to chapel st to shop. rich pk become poor pk in less den 2 hrs time. haha bought so many stuff man. erhm i wish i got the money like her. anyway, our purpose der was to see "Owen Wilson" and "Kade Hudson" red carpet premier for "you, me and dupree". they are my first Hollywood stars in Melb. Aust in fact. hahaha i swear he is cute. haha. den head to watch "my super ex-gf" wif kee and ryan @ glen. head home, mandi terus tidur man. TIREEEDDDD

Wednesday
went for SAM's welcome back tea. had so much cookies home baked by wendy, christie and vik. its nice =) but bit tooo sweet lar. haha. den had table duty, meeting and head home to eat. erhm at nite, do nth, went peter's room played big two. man, i serioulsy suck at it cos i din even win a single round. BLADY HELL :s :s either my cards sux or i sux, which i would actually admit, i SUX !! hahaha

Thursday (today)
the plans are: go to knox city. but we wake up late, so chaddy is good enuff to make it up. prolly gona meet jun for coffee or sthing. den gona head to box hill to meet up wif cnydi for dinner. wonder if the plans will work out as it shd. ok i beta go shower now as im running out of time. hahaha
(Edited @ 11pm)
so yea, just got back fr the city. as u can read, we did not go to chaddy and boxhill for dinner. decided to head to city at the very last min. reached city quite late, and we were quite full fr lunch, we had something light. guess wat ?? haha the "Char siew pao" fr nam loong. indeed its Nice. haha. walk ard the city. ohyeah, i got myself a new pair of shoe for MMN fr charles and keith. its cheap man. $40 only sial. haha. good deal good deal.

den we went crown casino cos pk wana get crown member card. den played roulette for a while and head to A1 for dinner. hmmm yummy yummy egg chiffon. haha. walk to kings st to check out the strip club. note: we din enter any of the clubs cos we were afraid of the bouncer. haha they look so big and fierce ;p

ok think im gona sleep soon. so blardy tired.

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i doubt if im ever gona see you again or anytime soon.
i wonder how true is this feeling, but its def sweet.
i know it wasnt for real, but the connection tt we had was good enuf.
i hope fate will bring us together again.

man, tts so crappy, but this is how i feel

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have a good day peoplez
muackz

2006-07-24T01:58:00.000+10:00

21st July
went Amber wif pk. only me and pk. champion sial..! hahaha neway, we had fun. had fun kap cai-ing ;p man, def more cute guys den lavish. haha. before tt went A1 for dinner. den went to amber. man, walk to amber, reach amber d, den decided to go check out eclipse but over shot, missed it, reach till the loaf, patah balik, saw eclipse, reckon the club wasnt tt fantastic, decided to head back AMBER. wat a nice walk..! good way of digestion. hahaha

heng it wasnt tt long queue to get into amber. and when we got in, we were given free krispy kream donut. had only a bite and throw it away. cant help it cos im still fullzz !!! the music wasnt good good, but i enjoy it towards the end. man, i still wana see the white shirt guy. after amber, we took a shuttle to eclipse to check out the club. heng we did the right decision to go amber cos the club was too humid. not fun at all wif all the smoke. den we walk to flinders, took a night rider home. it was FREZZINGGG but i enjoyed the night out wif pk =))

22nd July
supposily hav to go to city in the morning, but couldnt wake up so it has to be canceled. i woke up bout 1+pm, den finished up my "ye man lai lai" den chor bo, bum ard wait till ard time to played badminton. 6-8pm den went to rod's church hawker food feast, but nth much left when we went reached so we head to springvale than tat for vietnamese food.

came home, din do much after tt, watch dance of passion ep 1 and 2, and slept quite early.

23rd July
wake up early to company pk to Vic Market. man, even thou i wake up at 9+am, its still consider early for me d LOL. haha wat to do mar, hav to company my "tai siu cheh". haha. plus she haven been to VM.

first thing first, went yum cha at dragon boat. but wat the, the dim sum there dun hav har gao and siew mai wan ar !! haiz !! and its quite ex coz both of us din eat much but it was like 40 over dollar. man, i swear i am super super broke. i need money !!! BADLYYY !!

den we are suppose to meet gen(pk's fren) and cousin at chinatown. they said they will come and find us. wait and wait, but they haven turn up. den nvm. called, say meet at nike melb. wait and wait, still haven turn up. nvm. called again, say meet at eliz and londs (7-11 n anz) still din see their shadow. called again, they ended up at opposide direction. haizzzzz but we manage to meet upp !! haha

so, off we go to vic mart. pk was damn dissapoiting i can see. it was like her paddy's market man. haha. i can see that they cant wait to get out fr vic mart. so after one round of the retail section, we chao d. went to makan. at dessert house. din had anything there thou cos i was full fr yum cha still. den alamak, wat a good day to be out. RAINING ar !! stuck at QV for a while den head to Melb central. haiz so dun dare to look at things, afraid i would kap chung any. cos im soo the broke tt i know if i kap chung any, i wont hav money to buy. but im reallie hunting for a nice pair of shoe for MMN =)

oh according to kk and gen, the frozen char siew pao from nam loong is reallie good. hmmm, i must try !! ( mayb after MMN ;p)

come back clayton, head to get some groceries stuff for our shared cooking. yay, our 2nd cooking this time round wif more ppl joining.
- pk, lisa, ryan, wins, christie, wendy, vik, kee and myself -
man, so full fr the food LOL =) good home cook food. haha. thanks for all who reallie made an effort to it. luv u guys. so after the food session, they stayed over for mahjong.

as for me, man, doing nth at home. wanted to watch some movies passed by wins, but bit lazy now. so here i am blogging in my world.

man, there are so many things playing in my mind now. quite a few of sad and prolly one or two happie one only. man, why cant happiness last forever. why cant my happiness last for at least 2 days ????? i bet one day im happie, then the next thing i know im sad back. den happy den sad happy sad happie sad.. haiz DIE beta ar !!! haha JK JK i haven enjoy life to the fullest yet. man, pk is leaving real soon. SAD SAD SADDDDD but this few days has been quite fun wif her and lisa. life hasnt been tt good since renzi n susu left.

but im planning for a new zealand trip wif pk d. hopefully the plans work out well. and hopefully i got the income lar har.. hahahha

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oh oh we formed a seafood family
- lobster LOR
- crab LEE (pk)
- prawn TAN
- oyster OOI
- scallop HUANG
- seahorse TIONG
- clam PONNUSAMY (vik)
- mussle LEE (ys)
- stringray NG
- octopus LAI
wat a happie family. im being the most expensive is the ketua of the seafood family. prawn being the cheapest... hahahaha... must listen to wat i said.. ngek ngek ngekkkk hahhahahahaha
*ps: if u are unhappie bout being part of the family, u can alwiz voice it out to me*

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kin yuen told me there will be 2 weddings back home at the end of the year; lye har and lye wah. man, tts a reallie good news for me. i haven see lye har(our LOR's big sister) since i was 14. i def miss her heaps. now im reallie excited to go back.

*my uncled called today to ask if everything is ok. man, tts reallie nice of him =) he said prolly mum, grandma, and my brothers will be coming for my graduation. wheeeeyyyy

okla nth much to blog d. im super tired.
nitez nitez peepz

*why of all, another V again eh ? a super big Sigghh*

2006-07-19T18:32:00.000+10:00

currently watching wars in laws. damn funny show man. luv myolie wu. she can def acts. still remember when i first saw her at golden faith, i dislike her. dislike her for her character even thou she carried it well, but somehow, the impression changed when i watched triumph in the skies. like her more and more now. hehe

neway,
had table duty yest and today. one good thing bout doing table duty is i can see ppl in and out uni. guess who i saw just now ? my FM1 cute guy. its def NICE to bum into him. hope to see him more often at uni. haha. so far we only had one table booked. how pathetic is that ?? hope more and more ppl will for MMN.

den went to strips for coffee wif the SAM peepz. and guess who i saw again ?? joel. he is sitting at the same table with us. erhm weird but funny. cos im sure there are plenty of empty tables ard, but why did he wanted to squeeze into the small places ard us ? haha funny uh ?? but why isnt *he* der ?? def miss see-ing him ;p

ok im off to choy palace for dinner wif CBW girls =)
ta

2006-07-17T01:00:00.000+10:00

16th July
had buffet dinner at CUCKOO, mount dandenong, wif the gang. thankew to the drivers (danny, vik n ling) who drove all of us up the mountain. got car sick attack :s Sienz

the gang
- me, pk, lisa, wins, christie, ryan, wani, ren, kee, ling, cwey, vik, danny, elly

to be frank, the food wasnt tt great. def not worth AUD 40. but the live band, performance, ambience and company was GREAT =) i would say, its quite a worth to go laaa

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guess wat i did earlier yest ?? as in right after midnite ?? haha the girls aka pk,lisa,suet n myself played big two in the living room accompanied by Jack Daniel. he is def quite ugly to my liking tt makes me puke once. prolly lisa finds him uglier tt makes her puke twice. BUT i think pk and suet find him quite adorable tt they can "swallow" him without any difficulties. Solute man !! hahaha

now, the more i look at JD, the more i adore him tt makes me wana keep him away fr every1 else. so, i hide him in my room. ITS ALL MINEE.. hahaha

man, i seriously need to sleep
gd night peepz
may cheerful and healthy be mine

*on the other notes, im a graduate. YES, finally im a graduate*
cheers to myself
=)

2006-07-15T05:57:00.000+10:00

just got back fr clubbing at watermark (Lavish)
man, it wasnt a fun fun night i would say plus its raining. the club was tooo crowded. we actually queue for an hour b4 we get to go in. its reallie pack like sardine man. and no leng cai at all. okla prolly one or two la. hahaha. the music was good but u got no space to dance to it. so it sux. the only thing tt i look fwd on the night was time for supper. had maccers at elizebeth st.

went wif
-pk n lisa
-monash peepz
-sureena

met
-sarah
-cyndi and pei pei
-jun and liz

tts all for now
i need to sleep
nitez world
-im glad i did the initiative-

2006-07-09T18:54:00.000+10:00

just got back fr city. its frezzingg COLD today !! man, this year is def cold. colder den last year. i wonder if its true. 1 yr cold, following yr not so cold, cold, not so cold, etc etc... HAIZzz sienz ar !! makes me dislike melb again.

played 2 hrs of badminton yest. oh my freaking god. its been a while since i last exercise. as a reward to that, today my whole body aching. sakit-nyaaa !! but its def worth playing LOL. hope to lose more weight by doing so.

MMN is in bout a mth time. if i dun lose bout 5kg by den, im so gona look tight in my gown. which is sthing tt i dun wan it to happen. haha okok. SO, by blogging this, i hope im motivated to lose 5kg. ONz ;)

man, result will be out in bout 3/4 days time. i bet my heart beat will increase this few days. PRAY HARD i go thru everything. LOL.

thats all for now.
will update on my sydney trip soon
sweet ass

2006-07-07T17:07:00.000+10:00

got back from my "melb - cairns - sydney - melb" wonderful but super tiring trip.
i def enjoyed the 10 days off melb holidays. somehow, when i got back melb, the weird feeling haunt be back !! it makes me SICK !! its a FUCK feeling !! i wish i could still run away.

anyway
i did alot for the past 10 days. i experienced coupled of first time. and meet lotsa ppl during the trip. well, obvioulsy i din meet any1 i know in cairns, so they are all new faces. saw couple of monash peepz in sydney n meet some of my frenz. erhm, i dun think i can remember every single details i did during the trip, so prolly a brief desc of the them here. haha.

26th June
i left no4 at bout 1930. took a bus down to caulfield train st den took a train to southern cross. a blardy 400m walk wif a heavy luggage to the coach terminal def kills me. catch the airport shuttle to airport. reach airport bout 2120. man, its a long long night at the airport for me cos my flight is at 7am in the morning. so wat i did was, bum ard, get a nice place to sit, read my novel n listen to my shuffle. tried to sleep flat on the seats, but im too paisheh to do tt. in the end, i did it anyway. haha. who cares ?!

27th June
din sleep much. was kinda awake most of the time. check in at bout 5+am, walk ard till it was time to board the plane. i had a good sleep on the plane. cos i was way too tired. reached cairns airport as scheduled. still i have to wait 2 hrs for pk n kl. since i got the time, i went to the info counter to ask how am i suppose to get to Airlie Beach (our destination). i was shocked when i was told tt we hav to catch a 7 hrs bus ride down. i was OMFG at that time cos i tot AB is at cairns itself (i mean cairns is AB n AB is cairns). den i tried another alternative see if we can actually take a plane down. its hassle to take a flight actually cos we hav to fly to Brisbane and then Prosperpine den take another hr bus to AB. WTF ?! and it cost more. HAIZ wat a Great start of my trip. so when i saw pk at the airport, i gave her the bad news. and we did actually feel FUCK..!

After a small discussion, we decided to take the coach down. we bought the airport shuttle to town(Trinity Wharft) den took Grey Hound coach to AB. Its blardy 11 hrs ride with $98 for one way. we managed to have a 20min lunch at this Japanese rest. its nice food. den we board the coach at bout 1430. so yea, i wasted my first day travelling south. its totally FUCKED !! the only good thing is i get to go Townsville n Rockhampton.

28th June
i reached AB past midnight. its beautiful i must admit. thanked god, we managed to find a backpackers. $25 a night per person. okla i dun mind paying as long as i got a place to sleep n shower. haha. after tt we checked in, drop out stuff, we went for a walk at AB, went back to the backpackers, rest, took a shower n sleep. AB has lotsa pubs. its a place for drinkers. if u drink, u will like the place. after a few hrs of sleep, its time to wake up for our sailing trip; cos we have to check in b4 745am.

we had trouble looking for the place tt we are suppose to check in, but its all good. we took a cab down to Marina. tried to wash eyes but din see ang cute guys ard but couple of pretty ones. den when we were call to gathered and gave some brief desc off wat we are doing/allow/forbid to do during our sailing trips.

den we off we go. man, i swear the ocean is "belissimo". i tot i was afraid of ocean. but it turns out to be so peaceful. man, i luv it. but i must admit im def not a sea person. i stay out most of the time enjoying the view. its relaxing.

we stop at 2 islands (shit, i forgot both the island's name) but yea, we did seabiscuits and scuba diving. seabiscuits was fun. was struggling for scuba diving at the beginning, but it has been handle well. i think wif more practice, im gona like it. oh oh, i must admit, i kinda fall for my diving instructor. it wasnt a first sight fall, but those the more i look, the more i like kinda thing. he is SHY btw. hahaha

lunch and dinner prepared by Brendon, our cook, taste good. i must say i hardly enjoy ang moh's food, but his is good =) at night, we are placed at some island (forgot the name also) for our accomodation. man, the island is like some desserted island or wat ?! it has not water supply. STUPID !! so i cant take my shower tt night. man, def feels disgusting after whole day of soaking in the seawater. but wat to do ? din even hav enuf water to brush teeth. but i had quite a good night sleep cos i was tooo tired.

*just to add on, the stars at AB is so bright. i reallie admire sam for his knowledge. he is the first to teach me how to look at "stars" prolly tts the point when i started to fall for him. hehehe

29th June
we are supposed to meet up at 730 at some place. my alarm clock died, so when i was awake, it was 715am GREAT !! so we changed quickly and packed our stuff. we are def the last one to reach and get back to our vessel. had cereal as breakie. i saw this reallie big "bat" fish swimming ard. stupid pk said its some rubbish. (smart-nya dia) den off we go again to some other island.

as usual, i enjoyed the sailing bit. its reallie reallie fun. but its cold tho. haiz i tot i can avoid feeling cold, when i leave melb, but the cold weather seems to be my stalker. follow me wherver i go ! haha. our first activities tt day was, snorkling. its kinda free time activities tt u can do wat u wan. i was kinda reluctant to go at first, but heck, i dun wana waste my trip doing nth. so jump i go into the sea water. man, i def drink lotsa salty sea water. cos it was wavy and somehow, i keep opening my mouth to breath. but it was fun. used lotsa energy. good exercise.

den we went to this island called whit heavan beach. man, other den some raining parts, some long bush walking part, the view is fantastic. its white sand beach. but its "viewing" only. i cant touch the island cos the island is on the other side. haha

at night, we are den placed for our 2nd accomodation. if im not mistaken its call Croc Long Island Resort. its reallie long n nice island. haha. like got some bar, spa, mini golf, etc etc. and most impt, it has water supply. hot water somemore ar !! haha so we all take a long nice bath. it feels good. i din eat much during dinner time (thanks to the sea sick feeling) , so we had instant nudle. after tt we head to the bar. its an open air bar by the beach. Nice feel. the bar part is the part wher i was kissed twice on the head by stupid brendon. but i take it as adore rather den molest kiss !! and the bar part is also wher i get to talk to sam more and found out tt he is actually nice n shy. haha i enjoy talking to him cos he is funny.

cant remember wat time i went to bed, but i slept well. again, i was very very tired.

30th June
wake up early to shower. den walk ard the island. pack my bag. and prepare to leave the island. back to our boat, had cereal as breakfast and off we go again to some island. its our final destination. Daydream Island. its a nice island. but we din do much. just walk ard for bout an hr, den head back to our boad d.

did i meantion tt today is our final day of sailing ?? yeah, its a sad feeling leaving the cruise. cos i meet lotsa interesting ppl but its a pity i din get to know them a lil more deeper. intersting english ppl, one of the cute one name Gordon, den this two lovely NSW girls who is as funny and sampat as me n pk and this sweeet couple fr USA. swear they are as crazy as us. and then there is this hamsap couple. man, he is so "hiau" i swear. wher got ppl "char por" in public wan ?? char por also nvm, his hand went under the gf's skirt smore lo. interesting show to see man. hahaha. Most of the ppl hardly mingle ard. they prefer to stay in the their own group. LOL

in the end, before we reach the bay, we had a group phote together. yay another sweet memories this trip.

so, as we landed on AB again, we just walk ard. had KFC as dinner den walk ard again, waiting for our 11 hrs bus ride back cairns. haiz, another tortureable journey. i was too tired, so i slept "quite" well.

31st June
reach cairns bout 630am. head to Cairns Intern'l Hotel to do some cleaning to freshen up ourself. den walk ard cairns. i guess its nth much to do during day time cos most of the restaurant opens in the evening. its more of a night life place. den bum ard had jap as lunch, bum ard again and went to cairns casino, den took a cab off to the airport to sydney.

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ok dun think i will blog bout sydney trip in this entry cos its too long d. will leave it to next time. so my cairns trip kinda end here. other den the raining weather, 11 hr bus ride n the expensive fare to AB, everything is perfect =) if there is a chance, i will prolly go back again.

i lose weight in cairns. wuahahaha

cheers

2006-06-25T13:57:00.000+10:00

i feel heartache everytime i dig my coins. its getting lesser and lesser. i mean, i din spend it. its like a system barter here. if i take out $10 coins, i will put back a $10 note inside. cos i dun wana bring so much coins down cairns. its heavy. haha. but it looks so lil in the bottle. sadddd !! why cant some1 sponsor me for my trips ?? like some rich sugar daddy ? haha wait, is the context sugar daddy only use for clubbing only ?? watever la !! hopefully i have enuff to spend. LOL =)

speaking of cairns, im leaving soon. i duno if im excited or not. like im not "YAY^^" or "WUAHAHA.. CAIRNS, im coming" those type. haha mayb im just in a Fat figure. sighed~ haha. but yea, cheers to the sunny warm days. haha. im more excited bout sydney thou. lotsa ppl gona be there. meeting tony. prolly lunch wif shie wan. and also yenz n gang. lotsa food. salmon. lobster. haha fish market *drool*

haven been doing anything much lately. let me see.

Thurs - meet sarah in city for a while (i swear i hate the officer who ask me to validate my card. cilaka. spoil my night only) den went maxB for coffee.

Fri - helping out for the Farewell Program. den dinner wif wendy n kareen at sarawan cafe. head to shine for coffee wif bunch of monash peepz. chatted wif suet n jhui at home for about 2 hrs outside my room (funny stories n some scary one too. it was FUN)

Sat - went yumcha @ new royal garden wif seascape peepz. so FULLZ. haven had ycha for quite sometimes d so its NICE =) ohyeah, i actually youtube the whole "princess diaries 2" movie. how coolz is tt. at night, drop by at yue lin's place. came home chor bo den sleep bout 3am. hehe.

Sun - typing this post now. haha. chor bo again at home. haha. nar, im packing my stuff. duno wat to pack tho. i swear my room is so messy. wheres my maid ? you are wanted here. haha. tonite, big bro live eviction. i said jamie would be out. =p

jialat, i still haven send my resume to my uncle. nua-nya aku. will get it done soon. hehe.

i guess i wont be blogging for the next 2 weeks. im gona miss my msn. miss my bed. my quilt.

cheers (",)

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there are couple of old chinese movies tt i so wana watch it NOW.

1) the lover - chuk ying toi leung san pak ( charlie n nicky)
2) love in the time of twilight - also by charlie n nicky
3) lost in time - cecelia cheung n lau ching wan
4) driving miss wealthy - gigi leung n lau ching wan
5) he's a woman, she's a man - anita yuen n leslie cheung
6) stephen chow's movie (old movies)

man, i reallie miss watching chinese movies. if only im back home. i misss home.

2006-06-18T21:38:00.000+10:00

i cant believe this
my dad called me to ask wat day is it today ??
and i was like uh ?? wat ??
...bla bla bla...
den he was like today is "Father's Day"
at the moment i was like OMGG.. den i wished him immediately..! felt so paisheh !! haha i din know tt its today.

what i did for the past few days.

14th June - Wed
My FM 1 pm paper. EXCELLENT i would said. but i pretty screwed up my internal, so i guess my HD woould fly off unless, UNLESSSS scalling helps !! PRAY HARD ar..! as i walk out from the Racecourse, i told myself, i hope this would be my last step ever in racecourse. and then, i stepped out happily. turn and look back at it once more. bid goodbye. and chao. hehe.

i def miss see-ing this cute decent looking guy in FM1.

15th June - Thurs
its my Birthday =)
happie belated birthday to myself. hope i can stay happie and pretty alwiz. and forever. and faster faster meet my dream guy. and main wish is get 2 HD and Graduate !! yea =)

thanks for all the birthday wishes(call, msg, msn and face2face) and the pressie. received a few NICE pressie. and 2 cards in hand and 1 coming soon. haha and one pressie withheld. will get it when i go back. hahaha. eh 2 pressie actually cos my bro said he will get sthing expensive for me. so nice of him but haha i duno what i want. like i said, i got no desire for anything. but cash on hand would be GOOD !! hahaha

happie 21st birthday to chiangwey and jingwen too.

16th June - Fri
went to watch Tokyo Drift wif christie, wendy n rod. FANTASTIC man. its damn coolz. i luv the show. like one of the good jap guy in the show. but why must he died ?? Stupid, but den again, i rather see him die den see him flirt wif some chicks in the show. hahaha

oh oh,
guess wat i did ?? i bought a gown =) wuahaha. its for MMN. finally i got sthing to wear. and it def suits the theme..! its pretty good deal actually. $ 100 off man. prolly tts one of the reason i got it too. so yea im like reallie broke now. i dun even dare to think of my acc balance now. hehe.
i need a job !! BADLY !!

17th June - Sat
erhm wat did i do ? i bum ard at home watching tv from 630 pm till ard 1am i think ? haha man, isit tt crazy ?? den chatted wif pk regarding how ron sux big time. and she agrees too !! hahaha and she send me some link of asian hunk. man, some of the guys are soooo yucky !! i swear, the macho bodies makes me puke !! but some not so 6 packs, bit of muscle and good face features def makes me drool. i particularly find THAI guys are the hottest. man, he ROX ! haha ! and then she show me some asian chic link too. haha came across a few jap girls but they are pornstar. i reckon they had boob job done. but i dun reallie know how to differentiate them. other den tt, the rest of the girls are alrite. like charmaine sheh the most. hehe.

18th June - Sun
went to shop at bridge road wif yue lin and her fren from spore. din buy anything tho. mainly cos i got my dress d. and i think prolly gona shop more when im in sydney. nth much to blog other den watched big brother. haha katie got evicted. she is one of ppl's favourite ! mana tau sekali kena throw out. who would be next ? i reckon jamie cos the aussie prolly wouldnt want to seperate the couple. but we will see. im so gona watch BB06 Adult only tmr. hehe

ok i beta stop now
im so tired.
nitez ppl

lastly,
Happie Father's Day. wish my dad,
"san tai kin hong, sang yi heng long, cheong meng pak sui and thong mami phak thau to lou"

cheers

2006-06-11T14:29:00.000+10:00

i realize that if i am not going for the cairns-sydney trip, i would have got enuf money to buy a TAG !! erhm
TAG ?
CAIRNS ?
TAG ?
hahaha no doubt i would choose my trip over the watch..!! hehe

man, my FM1 isnt doing well.. man, i shdnt have slack so much :s :s
PRAY HARD i go thru this shit man
i foresee graduation is coming my wayyy
hahahaha

*Happie 24th Birthday to Siau Lang How*
may u cepat cepat kahwin n faster gip me ang pow lar.. haha
many many happie returns

tata

2006-06-09T21:57:00.000+10:00

got this from Slacker so i played along. haha.

Yi, in your Cinderella story, you'd get to Kiss the Prince

You don't need the pouffy dress, the fancy hair, or the 3-inch glass heels. A romantic soul like you just wants a guy who's a true companion, a good friend, a real prince. And if he's hot? All the better. But ultimately, you know that home is where the heart is. Which is probably why you surround yourself with good friends you can take care of and laugh with — friends who will do the same for you.

But that doesn't keep you from fantasizing about the perfect relationship. It's not that you don't have your feet firmly planted on the ground. It's just that you're not afraid to shoot high. Or wish upon a shooting star. So keep reaching for your goals, Cinderella. If you do, your happily ever after can't be far away. And you can seal that with a kiss.
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kinda waste bit of my time playing..! but doesnt matter cos the result kinda makes me happiee

i slept for bout 13 hours again. went to bed like bout 10pm, pk called me bout 11pm, talk for a while den sleep again till like 10/11am. man, this is crazy. haven been doing anything much today also other den laudry. hahaha

im DOOMED :s kkk i shd study now =P
nitez peepz

2006-06-08T13:52:00.000+10:00

FM 2 is finally over and i feel so relax-ing now !!

i duno how to describe the paper. Everyone finds its quite easy but robyn(the head tutor) said this year's paper is harder compare to the year b4. the year before was reallie hard, but how can this year is harder even i myself finds it tolerable. i seriously HOPE it turns alrite..! PRAY hard ar..!

i had 13 hours of sleep after the paper. haha. damn tired can ?? man, i hope i dun take my time for granted after FM2. i have to remind my self to constantly study hard for FM1 too den i can do anything i wan during my "free time". man, im reallie looking forward for my cairns trip. cant wait to get out of melb.. hahaha

saw CM 2 days ago. din expect to see him at the moment. haha. we are just fated.. hahahaha i swear he is cute; personality wise and its to my liking. guess wat ? joel has a 12 years old dog. man, its sooooo nicee !! some kinda of "somui" breeed. white furry wan. haha and guess wat again ?? the dog is SHY..! man, i know there are shy ppl. but i duno there are shy dogs !! haha man, i reallie luv shy "mammals" they TURN ME ON (",)

as promise to the housemates, i will cook pei tan chuk after my FM2 paper. haha. hope it will be good =) man, im sick of instant nudle. tts so making my hair drop and gain weight. and im hurting my wallet during exam period cos i eat outside alot too. haizzz so the broke ar..!

PK, im all urs in sydney. u can bao me 24/7. my food, shopping, transport, entertainment, souvenier, etc etc.. "shek chou" la ya..! hahaha but when u come to melb, u r on ur own, well, other den i can provide u a place to stay !! hahahahhaa

beta go shower and revise on my fm1 (",)
all the very best for exams to those who is still fighting the war =)

2006-06-05T02:13:00.000+10:00

alamak..!
i finish a whole pack of tim tam within 24 hours..!
this is so gona make me grow in terms of size..! and will def contribute some to the weight increment sighed.. wat to do..?! STRESSSSSsss and guess wat ?! PIMPLEs outbreak. man, i do look ugly now. in need of face facial badly. double sighed !!

today mark's the beginning of exam period semester 1 2006
all the best to everyone in monash..!
definitely a huge LUCKZ to myself =)
pls, transfer some luckz to me on wednesday can ? =P
hahaha

FM2 isnt doing well. man, i reallie wish i can have a smart brain like JOEL !! arrrgghh

k beta get back to work.
wishes for CM
nitez peepz

2006-05-31T00:05:00.000+10:00

HAPPIE BIRTHDAY to MYSELF...!!
haha
today is my Chinese Birthdayyy
wuahahaha so nice of my mum call to inform me that she is eating "dumpling"
man, i wan to eat bacang..!
oh "dumpling day" oh..
it is soOoOooOoo my day =))
and since its my day, can i just make a wish ?? (or wishes ??) haha
- first thing first, i wana do well for both FM 1 and 2. (hope watever that i study comes out in the exam)
- secondly, i hope i can get a job asap after my paper. i need a job to support my expenses here.
- lastly, wish to be happie alwiz (",)

cheers

2006-05-29T14:46:00.000+10:00

i saw my bro's msn nick is funny so i msn him wif good intention to chat. mana tau, he made me "PU HUI" ar ! at this point i can think of KNNCCi ken..!

... bla bla bla....
.... den suddenly he ....
he: u better get a job to ease uncle seah's burden
me:u working ?
he:nope. no time for that
he:u i mean. during the holiday
me:i hav been looking for job lo
he: good good
me:provided ppl wana employ me lar DURrrr
me:u goin back ?
he:u just have to
he:yeah. in 3 weeks time
me: yea why dun u not go back
he: goin home soon
me: save the $$$$
he: and do wat here
me: and work during the holiday
me: arh see
he: i've been studyin so hard. u have no idea
me: know how to shoot ppl. den self no mirror
me: aR !
he:to me, ur stay in australia is useless, u are not even westernize. u're the same old asians as everyone else
me: den like u are. everyday play n pub
he: that's wat u think.
he: u have no idea how hard i work.
he: well, i don need to report to you, i know i'm getting there, the best australia can offer me.
he: u hardly even speak good english. it's a shame, just like kit

**... BLEEDING AR ...**
** FARK him and his westernize laR !!!! **
its good that we dun see ea other OFTEN !!! thanked god !! i dun mean to be a meaner by posting this, but i just need to get it off my chest !!

2006-05-25T18:02:00.000+10:00

man, i have been typing n backspacing for few times.
i just duno how to put it in words.

you,
i enjoy our time together alot altho at times i got lost.
i reallie wish we could hav more time from the beginning.
but having you here with me its already a gift and i shant complaint further.
still, i wish i can see you more often if i could.
imu imu and i alwiz will.
yc

im still lost for my ass3 !! programming kills me !! ARRGHhh
(this is a crappy post)

2006-05-24T18:05:00.000+10:00

i duno wat to blog =p
i blog when im happie, or when im down or when i got nth to do. today's gona be a "happie" post i guess. i mean nth speacial happen but i feel good. some1 def cheers up my day. hehehe. man, i must admit i just luv the attention. hahaha

neway,
i found a MV by Chayanne. its one of the theme song for meteor garden2 called "yo te amo". Its spanish and i luv it even thou i dun reallie understand wat it means. hahaha.

i haven been running for 2 weeks man. i wanted to say its cos of the weather but yea, i know its not a valid reason. haha yea yea i know im lazy =p hahaha. i will really work my ass off after exam or at least until after my fm2 paper...! man, this paper is killing me. i reallie hope i study the correct material. man, kk is really sux !! i just hate him sooooo much. even the tutors complaint among themselves bout him.. i know cos one of them told me !! hahaha. well, it depends actually. if he gip me a "HD" i would luv him. hahahaha..!

this sat, i got 2 parties (clashed !) wanted to go for both, but i know i cant do tt..! talking bout parties, haha i cant wait for exam to finish. cos i know there will be lots of parties goin on. hehe. arrghh im excited bout everything after exam..! haha hope to meet yenz in sydney too. hahaha.

im just in good mood today. tts why im excited bout lotsa things. haha was so down yesterday cos of my stupid prac. man, i swear my demostrator is the last person i wish to see on earth. follow by kk ! haha

kk beta chao..!
i hope i can be happie like im now all the time =))

cheers

2006-05-21T20:14:00.000+10:00

watching big bro, commercial break take this 5 min opportunity to blog.. hehe
DAMN !! anna got evicted !! WT ?! Camilia that biatch shd be out !! SHE is one hella Faker and i hate her man !! one fucking ugly biatch that had a really bad personality !!

neway
just wana blog bout new release and coming soon movie that i wana watch
- take the lead (i really wana watch this. i hope it will be good. just luv it)
- pirates 2
- xmen 3
- superman returns (man, the lead actor is sooo handsem)
- da vinci code
- queen latifah's latest movie

other den that, studies is doing alrite. i wish i could really put in more effort !! man, i really hope i have lotsa streght wif me.

and i heard there are some rumours of me wif some1 !! haha tt's so not true man. im not into any1 now.. just me n studies (",)

cheers

2006-05-19T19:51:00.000+10:00

how can someone make u sad one moment, and then next moment, that some1 makes u sweet !! man, that is crazy !! SIGHhh

neway,
we went Michealangelo, burwood for jun's birthday celebration. total of 7 hot chicks and 2 chun guy !! the food was GREAT !! i would say its nicer than sofia.. ! the pizza n pasta are superb !! BUT .. i serioulsy wana complaint !! WHY isit that everytime, well most of the time, i try new place, i get stomach pain ???? GASTRIC attack ar ?!?! TMD !! at least this time, i get to eat hahaha and i recover reallie fast. den we went to Redbox at glen meeting another 5 of peter's frenz. it was a fun nite =) entertained myself by looking at ppl. tts just plain fun.

most importantly,
Happie 21st Jun. May all her wishes comes true and wish her happie alwiz.

I got 2 more birthday celebrations next week. man, i beta study real hard before i start partying. haiz been slacking too much. haizzz laziness kills me !!

MMN is looking good so far. hopefully we doing sthing unique. haha

and i din blog bout this yet. Wendy will be joining me n pk at sydney for 2 nights !! this is great. haha im happieee.. can go food hunting together. FOOD is all i care about !! hahaha

cheers

2006-05-17T00:40:00.000+10:00

im so tempted to get hair cut !! not trim, but cut it short short straight away !!!
erhmm
the last time when i had this feeling was after "......" last year; even thou i know nth happened, i just need hair cut badly !! i was emotionally affected ..!

remember dar said tt, u cut ur hair short when u feel down (eg breakup) cos u need to get rid of the burden fr ur shoulder. it makes u feel lighter. well, if tt reallie works, i would wana get hair cut NOW. im in pretty bad shape now.

on the happie note, i cooked pei tan chuk and its nice. thanks renzi for teaching me that. i miss ur hainanese chicken rice =)

man, i swear i had cravings for so many things. to name a few top on list
-tim tam
-agar agar
-hokkien mee
-char keow teow
-sour plum (just bought. hehe)
-A1 egg chiffon

thats all for now

2006-05-15T19:50:00.000+10:00

its mid may already
exam is so near
i wish time pass more slowly
dying dying dying

in a mth time
* i shd officially be non-student !! i mean, i hope i would do well in exam and get my out of monash. i hope i make full use of the time to study hard !!

* i will be a year older !! 23 man !! 23 !! i feel so old =( i alwiz feel 18 at heart. hahaha

cheers

2006-05-13T01:48:00.000+10:00

*as usual i skipped my fm2 lect. ass 3 is all bout programming and this is gona kill me !!

*MMN i hope it will be good. i know we are running out of time n budget. still, i will just enjoy the process of doing it; dun mind wats the result going to be. but for my case, a good outcome is a must.

*goin to watch xmen2 n luv actually on tv this sunday. luv to bits when the guy(duno name) showed kierraKnightly wats written on the cardboard.

*im being very lazy this whole week

*kill me pls !! its so pms-mood-swing !!

*its very hard to have feelings for ppl especially when its un-returned luv.

*i want a really unique wedding proposal. and a sign tt tell *us* tt we are meant to be

*im afraid of commitment !!

2006-05-11T23:11:00.000+10:00

as usual i skip my fm2 lect !! man im feeling guilty now :s :s but when i think of attending the lect and dun listen a single thing, i feel beta ! HAHAHa

watched MI 3 @ chaddy. its an activity by SAM for only 5 bucks. cheap huh !! haha

had dinner at home after the show. trying to save money for my expensive cairns - sydney - pkinmelbournedonthbutspendmoney trip !!! haiz i really wonder how much i will spend. ok i shd rephrase. i wonder how much i shd budget myself to spend !! think cairns itself shd be $700-$900. sydney, pk "pao" everything !! JK !! war means rougly bout $1.2k ? i mean for only cairns n sydney !! BO LUI AR :s :s i will write down every single thing tt i spend !!

ok forgot bout my trip

tmr we are goin to hav our first mmn committee meeting ! hope its not goin to be draggy man !!

neway
IM FEELING SUPER PIK CHIK NOW !!!
FUCK is all i can say !!

2006-05-11T00:35:00.000+10:00

the kena-rejected feeling = DAMN shitty

- i miss rlf -

2006-05-10T02:02:00.000+10:00

i shd be reading my fm1 lect notes and attempting the tute ques, but den i got the urge to blog !!

i know this is so unrealistic, but man, i would really luv to see him, stand close to him and just listen to him telling me stuff/jokes. i luv his deep voice. i know im day dreaming, but i hope this one fine day will come. well, if im really dreaming, can i just dun wake up forever ?! A dream of only us. *sweet

i just luv the word "us"
it syombolizes .... youandme ? togetherness ? unity ? haha i duno

had supper today at maccers after lib. haven had any for agesss man. well, cant remember when was the last time i had one. a heavy one thou. a macchicken value meal n soft serve. erhm not to say tt i din hav dinner. quite heavy dinner also. ITS SO SINFUL !!

but
i ran =)
yesterday n today. yesterday cos i was stress fr my prac so i just need to run. today cos i told myself if i survived the prac, i will go run. 13/20 which is alrite la. so der u go, i hav to go runnning !! haha BOoOooOOo hope i will cont running man. or at least go swimming !! be brave !! i alwiz tell myself i will go swim tmr, but alwiz ders sthing holding me back. haiz !! DUN care d ar. this week must go swim ar !! die die also must go ar !! if not, erhmmm if not, if not... i will score HD for FM2 !!! HAHAHAHAHA *champion (",)

yest which was 8th of May
a big HAPPIEE BELATED BIRTHDAY to Renald Chia
many many happie returns

i shd get back to work
luv me peepz
haha
nitez world

2006-05-05T22:56:00.000+10:00

i saw maria garcia @ 75 and approached her. she still remembers me. haha so happieee. its good tt i say hie to her. she makes my day

on the other hand, im in for mmn under logistics together wif rodney and jihan. Hope we will work this out well and make ppl feel worth coming =)

i feel very "nua" now !!!
someone pls motivates !!
i need to study hard

tts all for now
duno wat else to blog

2006-05-04T00:03:00.000+10:00

today

1.02.03am 04/05/06

is a special day

it happens like once in a century

do something meaningful to the peepz who are special to you !..

so @ this moment i wana say i luv and truly appreciate all those peepz who hav come across my life namely, my close frenz backhome, my family, my luvin frenz here in melbourne, not forgetting some1 silly in sydney, my no4 girls, ahloy and my luv aka lamfung !!

my life, as boring as it may sound, i am still enjoying every second of it.. hehehe
cheers

2006-05-02T17:55:00.000+10:00

i saw a blardy man Masturbating @ panorama st !!

what the fuck ?!

2006-04-30T20:51:00.000+10:00

read back the card tt u wrote to me. tears nearly flow as i read it; happysad tears i would say. i duno why but i just feel, man, i duno how to desc the feelings; happy ? touched ? missing ? fuck it, watever feelings la.. i just want u to know tt i truly appreciate and luv u. its not me tt bring smile in ur life; its u tt bring happiness to me.. thanks for leaving a footprint in my life. luv u alwiz !!

*it alwiz feel good being appreciated !!

*many many muaks to my no4 girls !! i seriously wish they are still here. . things are not the same here without them. . i wan a reunion wif them ASAP !!!!!

*thanked god i kinda adapt to the "bo chap" attitude in a way, for many many things that happen here. if for last time, i sure cry like shit !!

*still stuck wif the shitty assignment :s HAIZzz

*i shall run tmr

cheerz

2006-04-30T02:45:00.000+10:00

OK i seriously SHOULDNT be blogging, considering the fact tt i am still far from finishing my assingment, but i cant help it !! i need to blog !!!

Stupid loy is here !! i mean he is in town. i mean in MELBOURNE !!! i seriously never tot i am goin to see him again here. or not this soon. WELL, he really surprised me !! man, i tot we are just gona hav dinner wif sarah and girls, and rong yao, believeing sarah tt ry just wana hav dinner with us. i mean wats the occasion tt brings them down fr city ?! NOW i know why ! haha the dinner is def worth goin .. i mean i nearly skipped it (thanks to my FM ass) ! THANKED god i didnt !! haha =) its so good to be true.. thanks for the dinner =)

ohyeah, thanks again for the pressie (keith, su and renz) i will open it on the day itself.. or mayb the night b4. haha keith, i tot u already gip me a bday pressie ?! one not enuff isit ? erhmm den i can say, 2 not enuff LOL haha neway, really thanks girls =)

friday - 28th April
woke up at 10am for 10am's lect. man, hate it when i hav to rush !! haha den din do much other den erhmm i ran again in the evening. erhm assignment. seriously din do much thou. haha was on wif pk i think. erhmm cant remeber wat i did.

My Life is Boring !~

2006-04-27T21:13:00.000+10:00

wuahahaha ..
i managed to wake up to go for FM 2 lect today.. kinda dragged myself up for today's 11am lect. was thinking how to make myself up tmr for 10am's one ! sighed.. BUT i will def wake up ! i mean i hav too .. haha hav to find kkorb for consulation :s sienz !

my ass 2 is due on monday and i haven even start a single line. i seriously dun understand a shit tt its asking. man, SERIOUSLY, i wont skip lect anymore .. erhmm but like today, even if i attend the lect, i still dun get shits fr his mouth.. so wats the point ?!?! HAIZzZzZ

Had FM2 tute today. man i swear im so in luv wif chris. i mean, luv him as tutor lar. . haha he is really good in explaning things and i swear the force/try to make every single one of us answer the tutorial ques, motivated me to do preparation b4 hand. HAHAHA.. managed to answer ques that has been asked and he said its "good answer" haha the power of google n preparation =)

guess wat i did today ?! i ran !! haha 4 rounds man.. so motivated today ! haha I kinda hav a motivator now.. i shall be in good shape in 2 weeks time ;) hahaha and according to Notepad, the luv expert, a girl shd do exercise =) (he is not my motivator btw) so yeah, i will try my best. and susu asked me to run after she saw my last clubbing pix !! I AM FAT !! haizzzzzz :s :s

nth much to blog
exams in 5 weeks time and im still lost.. HELP !!!
till thenz

2006-04-25T10:51:00.000+10:00

To some idiotic kiddo,

Please do not play with your saliva CAN ??
Its definitely 100% disgusting CAN ??
Please do act like a mature adult CAN ??
Your saliva is not miracle SK 2 OK ??
The next time it happen again, i swear i will reciprocate OK ?!

Yours sincerely,
My-face-still-wont-be-smooth-after-ur-saliva-touched, originally already pretty girl !!

2006-04-23T11:43:00.000+10:00

OMG i just cant believe 1 week of easter holiday is coming to an end soonn !! DAMN i haven really enjoy much yet. or maybe i enjoy myself too much that times flies so much tt i din even notice its ending ?! errhmm

I WANT MORE HOLIDAYSsss

anyway, the things tt i have been doing during the holidays ::

Thurs -13/04
A very random jio of watching movie at night; inside man @ glen. but we ended up watching Shes The Man. Quite funny show. like it =) den head to rock kong for supper

Fri - 14/04
Din do much in the day. Ohyeah, Peter cooked pasta for me n suet for lunch. so Fullz ! Had a good time chatting together. Man, so many laughing. i like it. haha In the evening, went over to Roger's place for BBQ. Cos it was raining, i stay indoor so it din feel much like a BBQ event to me. I was so glued to the TV cos they hav Foxtel !! haha .. i also wan Foxtel !! Den went Pancake Parlour @ glen for coffee after that.

Sat - 15/04
Went Kimchi Grandma @ Carnigie for dinner. Its superb !!! haha Later went coles to get some stuff for Wilsom Prom on Sun

Sun - 16/04
Wake up quite early cos we are heading to Wilsom Prom, my so called first day trip this semester. A total of 15 in 3 rented car. Bout 3 hours of drive from Melb. Nice journey n nice place. I luv road trip man. shd hav this again after exam !! haha Den head to Walrus in Springvale for dinner. So yums =)

Mon - 17/04
Wat i did in the morning ? Din do much i guess. Wat i know is the plan for the night is head to River Kwai for dinner. Somehow, Somewhat, i got gastric attack. WT ?! All of time, why tt night ? haiz, so yeah, i din get to taste it. I will def go back RK next time round

Tues - 18/04
Went over Fish's housewarming. So many unfamiliar faces der. Ryan went as well. Apparently his ex colleague fr officeworks, sean, is Fish's housemate so yeah, i went wif him. Thanked god he is der wif me or else.. its so gona be a boring nite for me. but yea, fish did intro some of his fren to me so it wasnt tt bad afterall. Den went to airstream for coffeee. Thanks for driving me to fish's place ;)

Wed - 19/04
Went to Chinese Restaurant at Caulfield for dinner. Din do much.

Thurs - 20/04
Wuahaha.. my first clubbing this semester - Amber Lounge. We head down to city earlier for dinner. Omg, its raining season so it kinda spoil the night :s :s Had Jap Food ! NICE =) haha Den went MaxB for coffee b4 amber. Kinda had fun, but can so not Fun fun. Mayb its the music, mayb i feel old or mayb cause of my girl's absence. Something is just misssing that makes the night that fantastic. HAHA my first time seeing wendy got drunk. Never see her gone b4 thou. . ohyeah, saw Weibang der too =)) Took a cab back reach house bout 4am. Tired !!!

Fri - 21/04
Wake up early to Springvale to get stuff for Steamboat. Den come back prepare the soup n stuff and vik called to ask if i wana go for lunch. haha den i went back to springvale again for rice nudle. yums yums. haha. total of 15 turn up. steamboat is good. we watch God of Gamble 1 and 2 by Chow yun fat. omg its so funny i swear. Had a tiring but fun nite. Thanks dar for fetching me der and kee for helping cutting n washing.

Sat - 22/04
Played badminton in the afternoon. Den invited dar over for the steamboat's leftover. Den kee n wani joined us bout 8/9+pm ! Omg we chatted till 4am. Haha its so good. i haven done this for ages. It just feels good other den i was bit sleepy. Such a pig man. hahahaha. oh yeah, it was my grandma's birthday. "Happy Birthday Po". Hope she stays Healthy all the way =) I miss her so much. .

Sun - 23/04
just come back from TaiPan wif Wins, kee, ling, ryan, ren and wani. FINALLY had my dim sum. hahaha Its all good =) Thanks for driving =)

Basically tts what i have been doing. yes, i did not do any shopping. haizzz.. no money to shop also actually. Ohyeah, i spent bout $210 during the holidays. Still less than wat i expect. hahahaa

man i DID NOT touch any of my studying material !! i swear im so lack behind of my studies. Darling warned me not to party so much. . haha kena scoled d =P haizz

thats all for now
cheers
huggies to lamfung

2006-04-14T02:33:00.000+10:00

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Done today
- Attend FM - TM lect
- Went taebox
- Watched SHE's the Man @ Glen
- Company ryan,kee,christie for dinner @ roc Kung
- Went to vik's place to chill

Hope i can wake up tmr to jog !!

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Its okay, its okay. . its just pms mood swing i guess !! everythings gona be fine soon. HAIZzZz. .

2006-04-12T13:21:00.000+10:00

had nearly 12 hours of sleep yesterday. . awake like twice den sleep back again. I hope its nth scary tt makes me awake !! haha !! (paisheh to ekin, cos i cant help answer his ques. Hope he manage to settle his assignm smoothly )

As usual, prac isnt good. 13 out of 20. Sighed~ SIENZ ar ! i swear im beginning to hate my demostrator !!! stupid !!!

yes, we gona play badminton tmr =) wuahaha feels good when i thinkin of it !! haha bring it on !

wuahaha easter holiday is just 2 days away !! SYOKnya Here comes all the eating plans ! im so
happie thinking bout it. *riverKwai, kimchiGrandma, taiPan, steamboat, etc etc* wuahahah BUT , blardy hell FM2 assignment was out yesterday evening and its due right after easter ! man, this is so sickening !! Stupid KKorb spoils my easter holiday. . but good in a way, im so gona force myself to catch up wif FM !! *hopefully i do* heng i dun hav prac for the next 3 weeks !! wuahahahaha

dinner yesterday wif the housemates were good. had the most dishes ever. we had 2 differ fish, chicken, charsiew, porkchop n cabbage soup. man, isit tt great ?! haha i was so full from dinner. . altho we din really finish all the food on table. hope we dun hav this often man. . ( haha u could prob guess wats the next line im gona say =P ) this is so gona make me fat. . !

ok i gotta do research for my stupid asssignment d ! hope every1 will enjoying their holidays =)
Lets Have FUN peepz =)

- If you have faith, you just need to trust that every outcome is always to your advantage. You might not know it until some time later -

cheers

2006-04-10T20:14:00.000+10:00

im feeling quitly :s :s
lots of eating and not doing any exercise !! YES, i did not go running today. Reason = LAZY to move !! man this is so shitty !! okok Let's hope i can go taebox tmr !!

: message to myself :
LOR YI CHENG, IF u wana be FAT, DUN DO ANY EXERCISE and eat more junk foods !!

din go to library today. no need to explaing further !! im just being lazy here !! haiz sux big time man. paisheh to the lib-peepz !! will go tmr ;)

tonite's dinner was only me alone. wat did i had ? instant nudle. why ? cos peter last min realize tt he has a test tmr and went over frenz place for revision and suet went over to herFren place for dinner. Apparently she is goin over on every monday. . our so called get-together monday nite is ruin all thanks to her fren :s :s Hopefully more dinner together will come in the near future. haha. . thanks all for now. .

Bless me for my prac tmr ..
kisses to YOU =)

2006-04-09T22:06:00.000+10:00

just got back from 2 dinners in a row !! its sooo sinful man !! i HOPE i will be motivate enuf to go jogging tmr morning !

Went to Msian garden for dinner wif winz n ryan. . Had Loh Mee , wasnt tt good compare to wah kee thou. but its alrite cos somehow i had tt for free. ok, this is how it goes: i gave her $20.50 for $8.50 meal so i shd get back $12 and i did. And because ryan dun hav smaller notes and they dun hav change, i paid for him first. so i gave the lady $10.50 for $8.50 meal, expecting to get back $2 change. Somehow, she gave me $10 or $12 back. I was bit blur also but i just take the change and "Chao" and realize tt "eh, she gave me a $10 note. " I think she tot i gave her a $20 note; tts why she gip me a $10 change.. Thats NOT very honest of me isnt it ?!?! Dun care la, not to say tt i had the intention of dun wan to pay. Hahaha.. so there you go, a so-call free meal from Msian Garden. Thanks ya ^-^

Den we went to Coles for a while and head to KFC for our 2nd round dinner; 3 pieces of Wicked Wings ! Not a very heavy meal but still, haiz, im so feelings the fats and also my pimples are poping out soon !!! hahaha

and the night b3fore which was on Saturday::
went over to no3 for dinner. THANKS wins for the healthy n yummy meal; Emperor Chicken, Fried Salmon, Stir-fry Veggie and OnionEgg !! so full man + we had LonganGrassJelly as dessert ! Den bum ard at no.3 till 5am !! from 7pm till 5am .. Imagine tt !! really "cho bo" der !! hahaha cos i dun intend to study so yeah, sit down chat n watch movie wif kee (joined us bout 10+pm) Watched Oliver Twist, a musical show !! man, he is soooo handsem ar ! arrhhhggg Drool~~ but it was a friggin long show la. . cos we started to watch bout 2+, it ends nearly 5. Den we head to Mulgrave macD for brekkie !! man, eat again !! haha. . Den chatted for a while; my a while here means bout 2hours and went back to SLEEP !! tts so like a PIG's life ! eat sleep eat sleep.. haiz .. hahaha !! i miss those times when me, keith n susu alwiz go to macD after our lab ard 5+am !! tt was like in year 2004 .. arrghh i miss them !!!

Friday::
Went to city for carilyn's birthday party ! Went down earlier to get her pressie. Manage to get her a necklace. NICE.. I like it ! haha I got one for myself tooo =) din do much other den bum ard, wanted to buy so many things but i got no $$$$. I wish i got a job !! *note, i said got a job Not "I wish im rich !" man, I REALLY NEED A JOB !!!! haha .. Career LUCKZ.. or GOB of Job or watever u call it, FASTER come to me.. BLESS ME !! haha *i feel stupid* den went over to no3 to chill. man, so many ppl were der !! wasnt expecting the group to be so big. neway, went to maccers at bout 1+am for supper ! Heng i din eat anything ar !! hahaha

*i remember the times when me, renz n su were chilling at no4 living room drinking during pre-exam period. we were just tired from our studies, taking a short break, drinking and chit chatting !! man, i miss those time. most importantly, i miss their presence*

2006-04-05T21:20:00.000+10:00

steal a bit of my time to blog here.. haha this is so not suppose to-be happening !!

it rained almost whole day today + a lil hail ! heng ar, din step out fr house today. its gonna rain+hail+thunderstorm tmr according to the weather forecast ! sienz la !! tmr got class eh. . its gona rain the day after also. double sienz cos i hav to go city for carilyn's bday party. was thinking of going down earlier so tt i can do some shopping n sun pien get her a pressie. hope the weather wont spoil my day man.. pray hard !! haha

my stupid prac; 0 progress ! haha being the lazy me, this is expected ! but lucky thing is they are almost the same as last year's. haha. . but still need to refresh man haizzz . .

ok i really duno wat else to blog but i just dun wana stop blogging ! i am so reluctant to go back to my FM !! hate it ! dun really get the shits !!! arrgghhh How to score HD man ?!

suddendly i miss this phrase "Hmmnn, you smell good today" haha yea, the smell of my body shower, shampoo n conditioner =)

haha okok beta get back to work or else really no more HD !! *touchwood

ok there is this guy at my 1 o'clock position is watching a old chinese fighting movie. man, he is tempting me ! i also wana watch chinese show !! I WANT !!!! man, i just luv chinese show :s :s stupid guy !! arghh come lib to study wan lar.. not to watch show k !!

-im confused-

2006-04-04T19:28:00.000+10:00

just finished dinner ! OMG, i am soo fullz from Hokkien Mee ! haha suddendly got the urge to cook it !! not tt superb but its edible la.. hahaha

Went to Glen just now wif Wins (thanks for fetching me der)
purpose : look for a partime job !
outcome: send only a few cos there arent many vacancies !!
wishing : just jeans will call me back

oh yeah, i made a bet wif sitoopid ryan yesterday. if i manage to get 2 HDs, he will treat me a meal. if i dun, i hav to treat him back (chocalate bar, haha). Looks like i got no choice but to try hard to get a meal from him !! same to kee here; if i get two HDs, he has to marry me !! hahaha nar, kidding ! he too has to get 2HDs !! deal lao gong ?! we shall study hard this sem =) *finger cross*

haiz, David handed in another prac sheet today ! man, another suffering weekend for me :s :s haizz prac is soo sickenning! but i need to get good marks in order to get HD so gambateh to myself =) God Bless Me too..

yeah, last sunday went yum cha wif stevan n suet @ new royal garden. thanks for the treat dude. haha. had quite alot but still lesser compare to my usual intake. . man, im so feeling my Fats !!! arrghhh hope im motivated to go tmr's taebox !!

was reading a mag @ muiss yester n come across this. was thinking mayb if i blog bout it . . just to share

7 Food that goes straight to the thigh
- Doughnut; Replace with wholemeal muffin
- Chocolate; Replace with nut bar, tofu, fish
- Soft Drink; Replace with water
- White Bread; Replace with wholemeal bread
- Sports Drink; water with squeeze lemon
- Chips; Replace with cashew nuts
- Coffee; Replace with green tea

oh oh, danny was suggesting a road trip to wilson prom during easter weekend ! erhmm duno wher it is, but i hope its gona be a great outing =)

miss my girls
miss my frenz back home
miss my stupid pk

thats all for now.
hope i do get sthing into my head at lib later =)
*i feel strange*

2006-04-01T10:52:00.000+11:00

i realize i never fail to go out on friday nite since i got back here. movie or coffee or party or just dinner. its good and im really enjoying this =)

yesterday we went bob's kitchen for dinner den bubble tea. i so called had my dinner d, so i skipp all the temptations. haha. after tt, watch brokeback mountain at no3 wif ryan n kee. im quite lost in the movie cos i dun seem to get wat the characters were talking about. more to just look at their actions. yeah lots of sexual scene and its kinda weird to see guys kiss. haha.

i think its melb's raining season now. oh well, it april so i guess.. it was pouring almost the whole night but i like the cooling air. it just makes me feel comfy. had a good night sleep. hmmm had a nice dream too. dreamt tt nudle finally call me to work. s'how, jayne show up in my dream too. haha. so yeah, we both work at nudle. cant remember much other den i see lots of ppl wearing red ! and after i finish work, Y called (or i called Y cant remember) ! It feels sweet when i think tt u are keen to be wif/see me !! man, im yearning for u now !! im sorrie bout wat happen .... !

man, its raining again now. wanted to go taebox but .... haizzzz mayb i shd gip it a pass. ! but i haven been doing any exrcise lately ! but yea, im goin to playing badminton later wif ryan n the rest. haha finally some exercise ! thanked god =)

today is some'1 special day !!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RENZI =)
may you never fail to hav fun all ur life girl. . and Happy AprilFool's Day ! seriously, without u here, sthing is missing !!! ILU !!!

TMD, i kena cheated by some1 d LoL ! called me in the middle of the night, tell me tt she and her long distance break off d, almost cry in the fon gip me a shock n den ... ... TaDa^~ im her first victim ! Damn !!! hahaha neway, to everyone else Hav fun lying or kena lie la yeah haha lets see who will be my first victim =)

Its 17th days to official Easter Break ! yea^ yeah~

cheers
imu

2006-03-30T17:33:00.000+11:00

its alwiz YOU and someone else
or
someone else and YOU !!!
why cant it be YOU and only YOU ?!?!
something is def wrong here. i duno wat and why but it doesnt seems right and working smoothly ! i am quite reluctant to admit how i feel now cos im in "unsure" state still. . but if ever there is end-of-world day, it will prob be one of my regret for not expressing myself to YOU !!

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Chris Mears officially take over Blar =((( man, im gonna miss him !! but the good thing is Chris is really good. he makes u answer the question. and with tt, i got no choice but to crack my brain n think !! hahaha but he really explains it well and i understood wat he said. well, other den some parts when i was drifting away for few seconds ! hahaha

and for the first time i listen FM2 lect online. . kinda help bit. this is seriously a good beginning for me (taking the effort of listening to lect online ! haha) FINGER CROSS i will contd to be hardworking this sem !!

GOD BLESS ME =)

2006-03-29T21:58:00.000+11:00

the question is -> WHY am i bloggging now ?!?!
im in library now supposingly to study but yeah look at the stuff tt u r reading now ! im blogging !! haha man this is not a hardcore studying week for me man ! haha (ooppsss see wins n christie caught me now !! )

ohh ohh my monday's prac is good ! for the first time ever i got so high marks ! 17 out of 20 ! man, it shd be 20 out of 20 but due to some techincal prob, 3 marks deducted ! aint that wasted ?! neway im really happie =) so on monday nite, dinner was only me n peter cos suet got some dinner plan wif her frenz. so yeah, the candle lite dinner was good other den some "sad" parts ! lisa came to visit us after a mth plus here. . bit wasted cos din get to see the place(monash green) but dun worrie i will def step in the house next time round. . hahaha

the muiss peepz are looking for ppl to form committee for mcf n mmn. im really thinking of running mmn if there is ever a chance. we shall see =)

today, bryan came over (by muiss invitation ?) uni for cooking demostration. think he cooks bout 6 dishes in 2.5 hours time. aint tt fast ? well, fast for my pace la. haha and its good food =) after tt went over lib to do some study ! thank god i din fall asleep even thou i keep on yawning ! haha duno why i feel so tirreeedddd !! man, i really wan body massage !! anyone ?? haha

man, im really looking forward for easter break ! i know i mention this couple of times but yeah just cant help it ! i wan easter to come ASAP ! but den again, i hav to go thru another stupid prac b4 easter ! in roughly less den 2 weeks time, i will be stress again ! Sighhh !! neway, forget bout the stress part first. other den easter, im looking forward for my birthday.. yay~ duno wat to do on tt day, but since i got no exam, i will def treat myself sthing; movie or a fantastic meal; sthing nice !! aarrrrrhhhh cant wait to get myself a gift =) wuahahahahaha

ohyeah, i haven blog bout this yet ! its really funny !! i received a letter fr MI (i think) saying tt im schedule to graduate in may ! WT ?!?! i haven even sit for my papers yet im ask to graduate ?! man, tts bit crazy !! so not wana graduate if i haven go thru everything ! man, finger cross tight tight i will really graduate in oct (",)

tts all for now. beta get back to studies.. man, FM 2 is shits !!!
- im willling to cut it -

2006-03-27T12:06:00.000+11:00

finally handed in my assignment ! feel kinda relax now. even thou i dun hav much confident in the assignment but im hoping to get good marks ?! man wat kinda of attitude is this ? not putting much effort but hoping to score high ! tts a total bull shit !! haha but yeah at least a "PASS" will be good enuff la yeah =)

now i have switch to my prac ! man, im so reluctant to do it ! arrghhh... why do i still need to do blardy prac ????? man lets hope there is sthing worthy done ! after tt i can go back for dinner ! very the looking forward for dinner .. haha !!

i am really stuck . some1 pls enlightened me !

till thenz

2006-03-25T13:35:00.000+11:00

DAMN !!! my exam timetable sux (if the one i got is accurate ) !! why the hell my exam ends so early :s :s

FM II - 7/06/2006 AM
FM I - 14/06/2006 PM

man everything ends before my bday ! means i can hav a bday celebration lar ! arrghh i dun wan !!! i rather hav more time to study :s :s :s STUPID MONASH !!!!!

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on the other hand, my fm2 assignment is progressing ! hehe i hope im doing the correct thing man. haiz next week got fm1 prac and i haven start doing anything ! im in deep shit !! haizz

went to sophia yesterday wif kee, ren, wani, ryan n wins. man, eat n eat n eat !! haha siau liau lo.. haven been doing any exercise lately. im too lazy !! but yeah i will be hardworking after my tues's prac !! haah lets hope i will be motivated !! haha

and congrats to clay for getting first class degree in bachelor of comp. sci !! man, tts crazy but yeah im happie for him =)

tts all for now
beta get my ass back to assignm !

2006-03-22T00:19:00.000+11:00

yup, finally man... finally i manage to change my blogskin ! tts cos susu ask me too !! haha !! i wouldnt say this is a very nice one, but it def feels fresh =) its time for a change.

was at library wif the same peepz as usual but i would say i do nth productive tonight other den learn some "xxx" stuff ! hahaha and yeah i am so doom for the assignment !! haiz kill me some1, pls !!!! haha nar, i dun wana die young. there are so many things i haven such as bla bla bla.. haha

im goin for hockey match tmr wif peter i think msia vs pakistan =) hurrayyy my first ever live stadium match. lets hope its gona be a good one, as in, a victory for my country ! pray hard man. hahaha

oh yeah, my uncle called just now to check if my dad has actually transter money for me to spend. how sweet of him man. such a nice uncle. wats more can i ask for ?! haha and think he is actually planning for the holiday trip to aust. might drop by new zealand tooo *finger cross* wuahahahaha new zealand here i come !!!!!! yea yeah yeah yeah

nth much to blog so my brain aint function properly now. need to take a shower b4 i contd wif my FM assignm !!! but i must say im feeling happy =) haha

nitez

2006-03-20T01:04:00.000+11:00

just finish downloading the pix tt i hav taken few days ago. looking back at the pix, omg, the choc fountain at wendy's hw, its so mouth-watering !! i luv it man.. can some1 gip it to me as bday pressie too ??!?! haha jk, i wouldnt want tt cos im afraid i will turn FAT ! haha man, i miss keith calling me "fei-po" hahaha

Head to city today wif suet wins n jhui. had dandanNudle for lunch n a cake for dinner at lygon st. so discipline of me today cos i manage to control myself from buyin gelati !! haha but den again, i was quite jelat fr the cake also lar . . saw wei bang der too ! still looks good man.. haiz toking bout leng cai, i think i stay in clayton for too long d.. all i see is nerdy or normal guys !! but just now, when i was out, omg, leng cais are everywher man !! hahaha SYOK !! haha

vik's housewarming on saturday was good. food and the company is good too. at the end of the party, ryan suggested tt we played game, and whoever lost must drink. so yeah i played n had 2 cups of wine wif only half full each. a while later i turned red and yea as usual vomitted again !! damn !! i hate the puking feeling; cos i drank alot of water after the first puking, the 2nd one was like fountain !! yeah fountain from my mouth .. its just water blahhhh all out !! Eewwww !!! no more drinking for me man !!!! but yeah i did had a good sleep tt nite =)

yeah, we gona watch something on tues wif dar =) looking fwd for tt

goin off to sleep now !!
nitez world
nitez you !

2006-03-17T15:02:00.001+11:00

okay, some stupid guy found out my blog !! i wonder how he found out ?! wat kinda of "dirty-method" he used ?! haha !! neway, its kind of him for "informing" me bout it so i wont really bad mouth bout him in this blog =P haha ..

was busy making agar agar this morning for wendy's house warming . . she wanted it to be green cos its st patrick day. So i was thinking maybe by adding pandan leaves it will turn out bit greenish but it din !! haha not much of help in the colouring but i guess it def taste beta !! haha . . looking forward to hav fun tonite :0)

haiz, my FM2 assignments is killing me !! ARGHHHhh shoot me rather asking me to answer all of them ! seriously dun understand a shit tt comes out from his mouth !! guess tts y i hav been skipping his lect :s :S ( not a very good excuse yeah ?! haha ) but i really dun understand wat FM2 is all about .. maths theory ?! DUN CARE LA !!! let me enjoy tonite's party first .. haha oh yeah, tmr is vik's house warming too .. looking forward for tt too =) will blog bout it

ok watching "chinese tall story" wif rod now even thou i hav watched it b4 .. not highly recommended thou .. haha can some1 gip me Lam Fung pls ?! i wan a hug from him !!!

2006-03-13T22:21:00.000+11:00

blogging plus listening to the korean song - kiss women - feeling equal RELAX-ing. . i luv this song so much. . its bout this girl who get to know this photographer and became blind on accident and he den donated his eyes for her. . how romantic and silly i would say . . cos he din endup wif her. . din like the ending of the MV thou. . omg, she is so pretty, and yes if im a guy, she would def be my kind of girl =)

im so tired. tired from my stupid prac. pracs that would not bring me high marks. HAIZZzz. . bless me on my pracs tmr !!! ARGhhhh . .

outing on friday was good. . went out wif dinner at glen wif bunch of ppl namely no3, panorama, dar, wendy, trs, ren, kee n suet. after tt we head to maxB for dessert and went home early cos i was thinking of my stupid pracs :s :s

on sat, we did shared cooking at no3. we as in wins, wendy, christie and vik. . it turns out good . . good as in other ppls cooking; mine is bit screwed !! wuahaha .. shd really hav this more often and maybe i can improve my cooking skills =) we watched mary poppins too till late at nite . . wins make marble brownies also which i would say taste not bad =) haha

sun, omg, it was so hot tt i din go out !! stay at home for pracs which i dun hav much progress on also.. haha sienz !!

tonite is the 2nd nite suet, peter n me had our dinner together. . haha feels good . . more dinner together wif the housemates will come i hope (",)

gona take a shower man. . i swear i really feel restless today !!
off i go ..
ta

2006-03-08T01:47:00.000+11:00

CAN SOME1 STOP ME FROM EATING SO MUCH ???

man, i have been eating non-stop !! be it normal meal or junk food or watever la !! seriously, eat and eat and eat !! man.. i swear im gaining weight ARGGGHhHhHhhHhh . . we still hav more eating plans to come eh.. haha but its all my plans =) like this coming saturday, we gona do share-cooking at no.3 ! its like each have to make sthing and very smart of christie and vik cos one said wana cook rice one said bring drinks :s :s :s easy easy ar !! haha neway was thinking of cookin pork ribs wif black bean sauce and mayb a seafood dish probably squid =) wuahaha see how can not gain weight ?! HELP... !! shd do tae box more frequently man !!!

this maybe be a lil crazy but yea its true; i was at the library studying (or rather chatting) for the past two nitez !! haha we are a lil kiasu, arent we ?? but its good 2do some reading even if it means half a chapter !! beta den nth productive at home . .

its 2am now and im blardy sleepy ! time to go china =)
im so missing . . . . but nth is ever possible ! shrugggg
nitezzzzzzzz

2006-03-06T14:46:00.000+11:00

i got like 10mins to blog so i will be chop chop

DAMN man.. i got prac tmr and i accidentally delete my files !! this is soo shitty man !! haiz .... but my day isnt tt bad cos i manage to loan my fm text book. hahaha..

weekend was good.. erhmm wat did i do for the past few days ?

Fri - din do anything much in the day cos i cant remember - nite time went over no.3 for dinner and den head to pancake parlour wif - wins, ryan, kee, wani, ren, alena n ling - after desert we went back to no3 for movies. watched one of my fav show - my left eyes see ghost by sammi cheng

Sat - erhmm cant remember wat i do eh... oh yeah, mr nice guy (ryan) sent me down clayton town to get my hokkien mee stuff. haha yeah had some lil party at no4 Peter cook bah kut teh, vik made choc cake n trs made yummy cheese cake.. again i must say hokkien mee is good, bkt also good, both cakes also good.. all in all, its GOOD !! haha

Sun - went tae box .. wuahahah finally some exercise.. im like a dead fish after tt !! den went down to clayton town for some groceries shopping and to browns court to wendy's place. haha she cooked dinner for us. its good home cook food =)

till then

2006-03-01T00:57:00.000+11:00

ok i was so sleepy, dun hav the intention to blog today till ... i found out that my tutor is BLAIR for FM2.. haha my eyes just shine *tink* hahaha

yup my so called Leng Cai Tutor - BLAIR BETHWAITE -
was browing thru FM2's webpage and saw my tutorial timetable n the tutor. wuahaha so fated eh. every year he will be my tutor for a least one unit. hahaha

remember see-ing for him the first time. the very first impression = LENG CAI
hahaha
cse1303, cse2302 and now cse3305. he is not only leng cai but smart also =) but i must admit he is not so good in tutoring. maybe i couldnt really catch we he was saying but haha its def good to see him again =)

sleepy mode now.

2006-02-28T00:29:00.000+11:00

just come out from my shower.. Feeling = SYIOK !
im so tired from badminton. haven been playing for quite a while d. my right hand confirm ache tmr.. sighed.. neway, it was a fun nite. played wif the seascape no3. peepz, the panaroma peepz, kee n suet den head to macD for dinner.

wake up early in the morning to get down to city for my working permit enquiries. the monent i stand in front of the entrance, i just realize i FORGOT to bring my passport along. Champion sial !! but i manage to ask some ques so its okay =)

after tt i reward myself a boost juice and take away from A1 - my favourite roasted duck wif egg chiffon on rice. haha so yummy. and i got myself a cheap hair straightner tooo wuahahahaha
meet up wif fish for a while. haven seen him for a few months d. still look the same tho haha
i duno wats wrong wif me. i alwiz feel sleepy. alwiz cant sleep well at nite .. shrugged..

nth much to blog about other den i am hating u more and more ! pls dun do this to me. it just breaks my heart. i NEED time !! :S :s :S :s
i shall contd wif my book. . . nitez peepz

2006-02-27T00:03:00.000+11:00

its just never gonna be me and you isnt it ?!?!

2006-02-25T15:11:00.000+11:00

it was 2.53pm and trs called ! if he hadnt call, i think i would contd sleeping !! yes i know, im like a pig !!! guess cos of the raining weather(+ im a lil tired). it was 36degree yest; blardy hot n today, thunderstorm and rain heavily.. WEIRD WEIRD weather..

neway,
i got lots of things to blog cos i hav not been blogging for a month plus .. but now tt u ask me to sit down n blog, im lost !! duno wher to start from.. i was stuck on my previous entry bout my trip, cos i was blogging half way n suddendly PK's dad said we are heading back pg (we were in kl) so yea i hav to stop blogging.. now im too lazy to contd blog bout it nemore.. all in all, im happy to see my girls, glad to see the rest coming down to shop n eat in KL; even thou the food is not soo good, i bought lots of clothes, get to know susu's childhoodFren, club 2times, and i forgot wat else we did ! haha

Happening in SG, shop few nice tops, meet renee's family, meet up wif kee, eat my FrogPorridge@ g7; i tell u, ITS SOOOOOOOOOO YUMMY; went to MoS n Zouk (got 'seh' n went back early to sleep, sigh, wasted the nite sial), did some girls tok, weather was bad, take lots of cab, and haha again, i forgot wat we did !! Its been a wonderful one week trip la =)

CNY this year is good i would say =) I visited lots of frenz, i gamble alot of times, din even go to g7 at all, din get to see mk, meet ohl n oyl once, meet clayton lots of times, meet many pretty CBW girls, lost some weight in the beginning but gain all on the 8th day of cny, went out wif pk lots till late at nite and yes, i din throw mandarin on chap goh meh n also lite up the kong min tern !!

On Valentine's Day, i wasnt feeling so well; had a bad stomache and vomitted, but still manage to meet my darling for lunch =) meet up wif gk n frenz (guess pk is rite, he looks bit like stephen fung. haha) and i went back to sleep ard 11pm.. damn the stomach !!

One week before i leave Msia, i think i went out almost everynight. Mostly for movies.. i watch quite a number of them cos its blardy cheap.. Cheapest is RM 5 and so far the most ex wan was RM 9. Imagine that.. haha neway for the past 3 mths i watched
- king kong
- the fog
- memoirs of a geisha
- long khong
- the descent
- ghost of mae nak
- 49 days
- fun wif dick and jane
- shopaholic
- prime
forgotten d.. haha some i watch dvds also

Oh yeah, 2 days before i come back to melb, i went to a fortune teller wif pk n clay. Erhmm wat u need to give is ur chinese name, chinese DOB, n the timing u were born.. and he will refer to some books and tell u stuff from wat u gave. haha mine is GOOD stuff =) as in everything is smooth la.. funny thing is, the fortune teller is quite funny. he keep on smilling when he was telling us stuff. but look kinda serious wif the earlier 2 customers. hahaha guess he must be thinking why are this two young girls here ?! cos normally those who went fortune teller will be aunties.. haha we the KayPo Youngsters !!!

My first day in Melb, erhmm wat i did ?! thank god i had the same flight wif Jun, hence the free ride home ! haha Got a shock to see my living room, cos its full of suet li's stuff !!! my new housemate btw =) and i slept for few hours before i went out to meet wendy for dinner. and after dinner, i contd sleeping !! OMG, im really like a pig !!! and yest, i was suppose to wake up early to go to the immigration to query bout my working permit, i overslept !! champion uh ?! haha but den, i cant be bother la.. stupid immigration !! bump ard in uni come back for a quick shower b4 i went caulfield. it was the Big Day Out orientation. miss those times when i had mine. it was so fun =) den had dinner at rock kong wif vik, kee, cwey n ling. head to airstream for coffee n went home to sleep again .. hahaha

guess tonite im meeting trs, wendy n sarah for dinner ... yeah my favourite rice nudle !! wuahahaaha

guess tts all tt i can bla for now
miss piggy pk n ling.. miss home tooo

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just to add on, i receive my earliest bday present fr keith =)
hahaha thankew ah loy.. hope he can get a good n reliable job asap

2006-01-15T16:29:00.000+11:00

okay
since i got nth better to do, i will blog what i hav been doing for the past week

last wed i started my journey to north - mission to visit susu and her sugar cane plantation - accompanied by lai n renzi

3/01/06
wake up at bout 425am manage to do a 15min facial mask den left house bout 445am to fetch renzi n lai at butterworth port. reach bout half hour later, tot i will be late, to found out they haven reach yet. so i wait n wait n wait till one hour later only see their bayangan. haiz shdnt hav wake up so early haha but im glad to see both of them. i drove them to my place to take a short rest, while i clean up. we took a bus to perlis bout 845am reaching perilis bout 2 hrs laterz. so nice of susu's dad to fetch us der, bring us to lunch and tour us ard the sugar cane plantation n the factory =)

blog later
goin home now !! BLUEK

2006-01-12T13:32:00.000+11:00

cant help it. have been eating sooooooooo much for the past few days.
no.4 girls and mr.lai came down to msia for food and shop. we travel north to perlis den head down to pg den kl for 2 nights meeting christie, annhung, vik, cwey and stupid loy. and now im in spore. haha will blog bout all this in details soon. so yeah, my purpose down here is to SHOP !!!!!!!!! and food la haha see ?? how can not gain weight ??????? nvm, go back pg I WILL START DIETING !!!!!!!!

i club 3 times a week for this road trip. haha my leg hurts cos was wearing high heals all the times. meet quite a few LENG CAIs especially at MoS. my so-call first time picking up guy in club. Damnnnn PaiSheH !!!! but he is good looking in a way la hehe

rain rain go away ! rain nonstop in sg leh.. not to say tt i hate it when it rains, but come on, im holiday-ing lo, so was hoping the rain would stop !! but good in a way, it wasnt hot ! i cant stand hot weather nowadays. im missing MElb's weather already. hahaha

leaving sg on sat, back to kl. was hoping to chill at luna bar wif my frenz. see how the plans goes la (def not goin to club nemore. i feel OlD !)

i miss the 3 of u !! i guess i wont get to see u guys so soon. hope to see "Ni", "Lip" and "Alvin" soon !!! haha that's all for now

tata

2005-12-31T15:13:00.000+11:00

end of year 2005 is near =)
hope the good one remains good and the bad one faster faster go away !!
for me, i hope luck will alwiz be wif me ! health, wealth and studies will be my best freind in the coming year hahaha

Happy 2006th
may everyone be happy alwiz

2005-12-27T01:28:00.000+11:00

i wont miss any opportunity to blog whenever i can go online
haiz, my brother la go and terminate the broadband forgetting that all of us are comin back home sooon.. now online also cos hahaha manage to steal others wireless :p haha

okok im proud to annouce in this entry that i no longer makan makan makan d cos
takut takut takut liauzz (after so much nagging fr mum, dad, bro, uncle, frenz etc)
i takut gemuk la but den again, siapa tak ?!

hav been doing "some" senaman pagi .. senaman pagi my arse !! i wake up bout noon most of the time cos hav been sleepin late.. hahaha but yeah sometimes senaman pada pukul 2am consider senaman pagi kan ?? haha neway, im motivate LOL cos CNY is in bout month time ! and trust me, i cant fit into nice clothes. my last trip to sing also din buy anything !! stupid rite ? my uncle keep on asking me wat i wana buy and i keep on saying its okay and no need !! fat ma how to buy clothes hahaha

neway, im goin down kl for new year eve wuahahahahah so wana meeet ling n kheng so the miss them !! thanks peng for letting me a place to stay =) thankew girl. yup, my first time celebrating new year der !! to be frank, i haven even celebrate xmas in kl b4... how chek ar man :( nvm doesnt matter to me

belated merry xmas ranec
hav been dreaming bout u
miss u ar !!

2005-12-19T23:07:00.000+11:00

gemuk macam babi !!
makan makan makan
makan tak henti henti !! duih~~~ really, thats wat i have been doing other den sleep and watch tv.. hahaha
just got back fr spore holidaying wif family. manage to meet up wif wendy and thunder, saw celine, jo, and chiang wey.. was hoping to meet ac but failed :P neway, managed to gip my uncle a bday surprised ( almost become a non-surprise)

ok i duno wat else to blog.. goin pasar malam kai kai LOL
looking forward for my kl and another sing trip wif frenz ! renee and susu, faster come down penang !! miss u girls soOOoOo muchie...

*to stupid pk ! remember my souvenir frn LasVegas ok !!!!

2005-12-11T00:18:00.000+11:00

bangun pagi, gosok, gigi, cuci muka, makan pagi; sarapan, makan petang, makan malam
makan makan makan
itu la yang saya buat setiap hari.. hahaha okok my malay CMI !! but weird tt i like to speak in malay.. hahaha

char keow teow, laksa, tomyam, hokkien mee, keow teow soup, curry mee, chai kueh, dim sum, char lala, "tau teh" sugar cane, all sort of food, all masuk stomach !! i swear i gain so much within 1 week time ! tmr gona hav big feast wif family again haizz gemuk nya aku !! haha

yesterday i went to the starwalk carnival charity concert. beelay happen to have 4 invitions so yeah free tic to see performers like malaysian idol 1 & 2 and not to forget the good looking kok fai, the astro talent quest champion. swear his is so cute but too bad all of them are shorts and small !!

haven watch any movies so far. managed to watch The Fog yesterday. not that nice. erhmm i so wana watch king kong. cant wait for it. haha goin down spore soon. just tt i feel bad cant be here on the 18th. nvm will compensate for u =)

okok nth much to blog
goin to chiong now
cheerz
imu

2005-12-01T04:33:00.000+11:00

just got back from mary st
had the so called fun-est night ever thruout the whole year =D
went over to keith's place after chilling out at air stream.
our initial plan was to play Blind Man's Buff. i was the first to kena blindfold. hahaha. den we changed game to play Hide and Sit with all the lights off. imagine how small is the place but i guess tats the fun part of it. small and easy to find :p den we changed game again. played Police and Thief. as the game goes along, the rules changed. more and more excited. all in all its just Fun and Fun and Fun. im just glad i had fun tonite. at least it leaves me good memory before i fly off plus some good times with those who are leaving for good.

those who played tonite were
-keith
-renee
-christie
-kee
-bryan
-paul
-lai (only BMB)

im flying back home later at 1540. will be back in penang b4 midnight. happie in a way that i can be home soon, but in a way, im quite sad to leave "early". probably the most regret would be, not able to attend their graduations. but in my heart, sincerely wish all of them, the VERY BEST OF LUCKZ in the future =)

okok
im getting sleepy now. shit i haven pack much. actually i duno what to pack also. sienz !! ohyeah, another good thing is i haven been swearing much WuHoOoOOoOOoOooOoo haha up to now i kena fine $2 only. im not sure how susu did at cairns but so far, renzi is leading. hahaha RENZI, "remember ar, when u come down penang, bring more cash ;)" hahahahahaha

thanks keith for being mr. nice guy to fetch me to airport.
nitez peepz, nitez world